Anxiety

First Boyfriend and Kiss

I was asked out for the first time! Even better I already like him so I said yes and I knew him too. His name is Noah. Every night as I got home I texted him and I always got an immediate reply, if I didn't he was out with his family but he always told me if we couldn't talk that night.

Then we finally organised for him to come over! By then we had been dating for about 2 weeks and my mum was dying to finally meet him. After school on the Friday he coming over, we had to walk over to the shopping centre where my mum was to pick us up. The introducing of my mum to my boyfriend went very well and then we had to go and pick up my little brother Liam from day care. We had funny conversations in the car while driving to the day care and we all laughed while Noah and I sat in the back seat together holding hands. 

By the time we got to the school all three of us were singing along to just the way you are by Bruno Mars. My mum went to get out of the car and told us to behave because she needed to talk to one of the day care managers. Noah and I laughed and replied with a we'll be good we promise. We talked and talked then when we stopped I offered to put on some music. I lent forward to turn on the radio and then one of our favourite songs Counting Stars by One Republic played. We both started singing all though little did he know that I could sing. He sat there watching me while smiling and laughing as I swayed to the music. Once the song he was still staring at me with these bright blue eyes that any girl would melt when she looked into his eyes and I did.

Little did I know that this was a moment that I would never forget.

We both were staring into each other's eyes while the radio continued to play in the background. It felt as if it was just us sitting there in our own world with no one else around us. We slowly leaned into each other and our lips softly pressed up against each other causing fireworks to go off inside me. I never wanted that moment to end, but soon enough it will. We pulled back from each other and he looked into my eyes and just said "you're so beautiful and an amazing singer".
All I could do was smile and think 'omg I just had my first kiss that's insane. Wake me up please let it not be a dream'.
I leaned in to kiss him again and thought to myself 'nope definitely not a dream'.  He cups my face in his hands. We kissed more passionately until mum came back with my little brother who was bounding with joy to see his best big sister and her first boyfriend. Which he has no idea what a boyfriend was at the time but he will find out when he gets older of course. 

Once we've gotten home Noah and I decide to play mariokart on the wii while my little brother is put down for his afternoon nap. Of course I bet him at every race because I'm awesome at mariokart. Everytime I finished my race and while he was still racing I would get closer to him ad annoy him by brushing my finger over his lips or running my fingers though his hair. Once he finally finished each race he'd then kiss me hard to try and get back at me for trying to distract and sorry Noah but I love the kisses.