Living A Dream ✔

26. I love you

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Hailey's POV

Grounded was all ever got for a whole damn fucking week, it is not a problem isn't it?? yes, it is.
no cellphone, no going out, only going to school, and when I get back home I am always greeted by an awful afterschool teacher, just to help me with numbers I don't get, and I never will.
A week passed, flying away, like a dark butterfly. I am not talking to my father, I don't want to face him, and oh trust me, you would do the same damn thing if you were in my shoes.
I'm cursing a lot because I am really angry. Why is this happening to me??
and, you know, what makes it better is knowing that Ray and Mia are back together. Great! so I'm the only screwed up in this entire world.
I got up from my bed, heading to the shower, today is Friday, after getting ready and all, I headed down only to see my father reading his newspaper.
"Hello, Daughter'"
he didn't even try to look my way, still shuffling the papers with his glasses down to the tip of his nose, he finally decided to speak.

"I'm giving you a ride."
He got up, grabbing his keys.
"Your sister's friend called me, telling me that he couldn't make it today."
Still not looking at me, he opened the door inviting me to head out.
Maybe he's not that bad.
Hailey! He is your father, after all, he's just overprotective.
Looking at him, I saw pain confused with sadness...
On our way to school, the drive was filled with silence until he broke it off.
"Look, Hailey! I know sometimes love can blind us, but it's not that. I just saw you like that, but I am not judging you, no I'm not.... I was looking at your grades lately, and- you know. Hiding it wasn't the best way, that's why I want you to focus only on your studies, nothing else. I am not ordering you to, now it's up to you, damn, you have a lot of years to search for love, but now Hailey it's not the time, just think of what I said."
When he finished, I found out that we are in the parking lot of my school.
I look at him.
"Thanks, Dad."
before I pull myself out of the car he murmured in a sweet tone.
"You're welcome, sweetheart."
I walked away only, to be dragged by Mia to my locker.
"what?why you're in a hurry Mia?"
I looked at my locker only to see the most gorgeous face, my heart was beating fast, I ran, he was smiling, when I got there, he lifts me up the ground, hugging me tightly. When I got down I realized he was holding the urge to kiss me, so I gladly did it for him, I kissed him with all my might, he flinched at first then he relaxed hugging me tighter to him, when we were out of breath, he looked at me smiling, then sadness came through, I saw some tears whelming up in his eyes "I'm gonna miss you." he hugged me once more before pulling away. he opened my hand, putting in it a paper, he then kissed me on the cheek and walked out of the school. I was dumbfounded couldn't even move, until Mia began shaking me.
"Hailey, you still there?"
"Uh huh!"
"Read it!"
she pointed at the paper.
"No, not now"
she frowned and scoffed when she saw Pam running towards us.
"Pet-ter"
"Pam what's wrong with Peter"
"He is in the Hospital"
"WHAT?"
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"I'm really sorry, he will be staying in a coma right now..."
Doctors and nurses were all over the place trying to keep Peter's mother calm, who passed out an hour ago and is ready to pass out a second time, I was sitting, trying to calm any tears or, shaking hands and aching head...
He better be good ! he better be good, he better be...

I was repeating this in my head, more than a million times, I spend my evening begging nurses to let me in until my father came dragging my crying self away from this nightmare, he can't stay laying there... He can't.
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Laying on my bed staring at the ceiling, shaking the thought of Peter's numb body away. Why is this shit happening to me? Why?
Then I remember The Letter.
I got up and hurried to my purse, searching for the pink paper.
When I found it, I laid down on my bed, and inspected it, before opening it.
Dear Hailey,
Loving you was harder than I thought, I'm writing this letter to tell you that I'm sorry. I was a coward back then. I wanted to defend you, but maybe now, I think it's too late, when you'll be reading this, I'll be on my way to the airport, looking around, searching for your eyes, I know it's sad, we won't see each other again, I was crying on this paper that's why it feels damp, I'm sorry Hailey, I badly want to be next to you holding your hand and kissing you goodnight, but let's say "truth sucks".
Hailey, I'll never be able to love somebody else after you, I badly want to ask you to wait for me, but no don't! Live your life Baby! and any choices you'll take I will gladly support you, just so you know I Love you, and I'll be waiting patiently to see you again!
I will always love you, Baby, I will always do!
your Dearest John Channing❤

I smile at the thought of him drawing me a red heart next to his name, then I remember, the necklace, I was still wearing it. I pulled it up and kiss it, breathing and closing my eyes.
"I love you too"
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I know, I know it's sad.
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