Lost Love

feelings..

Sarah stay with me tonight..

Paul asked me to stay with him and I don't know why but part of me said that I should and that's what I did... I rested my body on his bed while his chest touching my back and his breath hitting my neck..

You know, I'm feeling like I'm drunk, and your fragrance is making me more crazy that I just want to kiss you already, his words gave me a great shock but I knew it's just because he is sick that's why he is acting weird..

Sarah why did you do that to me..?? He asked me while hugging me tightly, what..?? I asked him to know what he is exactly saying, you betrayed me and you got me arrested.. I trusted you but you thought I was a murderer..

He was saying things with really low voice that I knew he is saying it unconsciously, Paul.. I said, I didn't know that you are innocent if I knew then I would never do that to you.. tear escaped from my eye but I continued anyway..

When you came you had a knife in your hand and Kuku said you are a murderer.. he cut me off, and you believed her..?? Yes I did cause you had a knife and a while ago you said that in call that you will kill Mr Edward so I didn't have a choice.. I'm sorry Paul.. I'm really sorry.. I was crying now

Hey hey shhhhhhh... Paul turned me to him that we were facing each other, his eyes were teary as well he moved his hands to my face and cupped my face while his thumb removed a tear from my eyes..

You hurt me but I can't even bear to watch your tears I still don't have that kind of energy to watch you crying just like before, he moved closer to me and placed a kiss on my eyes.. I could feel his warm lips on my eyes and it send me shivers it was my first time feeling those kind of butterflies in my stomach.. It's weird and new but felt nice..

I opened my eyes and he was starting down at me, with all the sincerity in his eyes, I moved closer to him and placed my lips on his left cheek.. he closed his eyes and I felt his breath near my ear.. I'm sorry Paul I whispered in his left ear before throwing my hands on his waist and hugging him tightly that's when I noticed that my eyes are heavy and just in a second I was in my Dreamland...
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Paul's POV

I opened my eyes slowly I felt someone's shampoo smell near me, maybe last night I was really sick that my head is still heavy and my vision is still blurry, I felt some light weight on my waist and some hot air on my neck.. I tried to open my eyes and what I see gave me a current it was a girl sleeping beside me while her hand on my waist a her head between my chin and chest that her breath was touching my neck,

I tired to move but my one hand was under her tiny waist I tried to recall what happened yesterday and suddenly current passed through my body, I remember everything...

That girl is Sarah, that's why her fragrance is making me crazy.. I recalled what happened last night and smile crept in my face, she apologized to me yes she did, she said she was sorry, she said she didn't know I wasn't a murderer, she cared about me, she healed me, she held me and how could I forgot she kissed me on cheek..

When I recalled that memory I unconsciously touched my cheek and a bright smile crept in my face while Sarah moved a little and now I could see her face clearly she looked so cute while sleeping just like an angel sleeping beside me, I felt lucky... And without thinking I moved closer to her and planted a soft kiss on her cheek she shrugged a little and again rested her head in my neck...

While I smiled brightly and moved her closer to me and hugged her tightly... I'm not gonna loose you again, never ever.... And I closed my eyes again to have a sweet rest beside my love...
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Sarah's POV

I opened my eyes with a thought that I'm getting late for work, omg Paul will be really angry wake up Sarah, and my eyes widened that I was beside someone.. I looked at the room and it was unfamiliar to me, seriously where am I..