Happier// Phan

Chapter Two

Dan's POV

"Only a month we've been apart, you look happier you do"

Dan's POV

A month without Phil and it's been hard. Days without his soft voice to bring me up throughout the day, weeks without his warmth spreading through our the apartment with his iconic laugh. Phil isn't someone who you can simply just...replace; he is unique right from his looks down to his personality. I have no idea what I was thinking that night giving up such a beautiful person like him and I wish he knew that but I guess he gave up and thought it was best for us to go our separate ways... and I guess I kinda have.

The night Phil left me I didn't know what to do; I was a broken mess, literally... I had no choice, I know it was wrong but I didn't know what else to do. I tapped on the call number and impatiently waited for their voice to ring into my ear.

Ring Ring

Ring Ring

"Hello?" I hear his voice call through the speaker.

"PEEJ! Hi..." I breathe out finally letting go off the breath I had subconsciously been holding in.

"Dan, why are you calling me?" He asks, concern flooding through his voice.

I contemplate my answer multiple times, running it through my head endlessly "I need you to come over"

And then Pj was on his way. I sit on the hard wooden floor awaiting his arrival.

Knock Knock Knock

I jump at the sound and ran to the door to reveal Pj standing at the door; red faced and out of breathe. I focus all my attention on my socks afraid of what he would do next. He pulled my head up so I was looking into his emerald eyes.

"What happened?" He asks, eyes scanning me all over looking for any signs of injuries.

Tears start running down my cheeks, I finally break. I fall into Pj's warm body smothering me with his cologne, I wrap my arms around his slim body finding any kind of comfort I could and I just let out all of the pain I have been holding back.

"Phil" I choke in between my sobs "He le-left" More tears form, overwhelming me with emotions, I choke, and I cough and wheeze not trying hold back anymore.

Pj walked me over to the lounge and sat me down still making sure to keep a firm grip on me so he wouldn't let go. I sink into the sofa crease and curl up into a ball on his chest slowly listening to his heart beat as it calms me down slowly.

"I'm sure he will be back tomorrow Dan, don't worry too much okay?" He tries to reassure me "Besides who can resist such a pretty face like yours" He continues, running his index finger down my check covertly caressing me.

"He won't Pj, he said that were over..." I cry lifting myself up from his chest but Pj just continues saying he will be back and calling me pretty.

"HE SAW US!" I yell standing up

"What?" He says, a shocked expression plastered on his face

"He saw us Pj... on the couch, he hid and saw everything. After you left he confronted me, we fought and then he left with most of his things, leaving me here... all alone." I continue, tears start forming around my eyes causing blurry vision.

"Oh, so he saw... everything?" He asks quietly

"EVERYTHING PEEJ! EVERY LITTLE THING WE DID... and it tore his fragile heart apart, breaking it into small little pieces and we didn't even know! I hurt him Pj..." I yell, tears cascading down my cheeks at a fast pace "I hurt a poor innocent being that didn't deserve it" Pj wraps his arms around me squeezing me as tight as he can as the rest of my emotions are poured out through my eyes until I cannot cry anymore.

"Dan, you're not alone... you have me" He smiles

And he was right, I do have him, he checks up on me daily making sure I haven't done anything stupid, he often spends time with me whether it be shopping, walking around town or a movie night, he is there for me but... I could never be as happy as Phil; I see him out in the streets with Skye, a smile always present accompanied with laughter, there are times where I want to walk up to him and say hi... but I don't, I could ruin the happiness he have just by making him look at me so I keep my distance... I just wish I could be as happy as Phil but I guess that just takes time.

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Hiya my little Charmaniacs. I'm sorry for not updating for almost 3 weeks I feel really bad for it too but remember I do have a short story book which I have published two short books both of which are normal fiction but I do have an idea for a Phan one so stay tuned. As for Happier there are some really short chapters coming up and some emotional ones so I'm sorry for both.

Anyways until next time, Byyeee.

~Charlizard <3