Sorry I have not updated in a while I have been experiencing minor writers block but here you are for Christmas. Before I go onto the story i have recently read a couple of good phan fiction which i will list in the A/N other then that enjoy!
"Your smile was twice as wide as ours; yeah you look happier you do"
Phil POV
I quickly scan the room looking for the face to match the voice and there he is... with his beautiful brown eyes, freckled cheeks and his gorgeous smile except this time his smile wasn't contagious, it makes me sad instead. I sit down on a stool underneath me as I try to avoid watching them... I am able to hold back my emotions but it's difficult, it's very difficult.
When he smiled, he looked... happy
Happier
Out of the corner of my eye I see the other get closer and closer until they are only centimetres apart from each other... it's not long until I see their lips press against each other... my heart drops, I finally break, I knew it was a bad idea coming here. Tears threaten to come but they don't, my heart feels like it has just been stabbed with an arrow. They continue to be all close and loving towards each other... I can't bear one more second of it. I quickly get up and run to the bathroom covering my face the whole way there ignoring the calls from Skye behind me. I needed to get out of there.
I press my back against the cold tile in the far corner of the room, slowly sliding down to the floor now letting out my emotions. My heart aches as all of my repressed feelings get released at once, my lungs struggle to breathe over my sobbing... I know I shouldn't be hurting like this after all he has moved on, I am the one who hasn't let go of Dan yet and I don't know why... maybe because I still love him. But seeing Dan with the guy he cheated on me with just shattered my heart... I guess he didn't love me the night we broke up. And he didn't mean it when he apologised... why must my brain believe everything a pretty boy says, all it does is create hurt and pain which destroys me and even Skye can't change that.
Everyday Skye promises me that things will get better for me, I will find someone better then Dan who will treat me fairly and who will give me everything I deserve but is there anyone out there better then Dan... I don't think so.
Dan put up with my constant excitement over small things or my whining about the weather. He accepted me for the person I am and didn't tell me off for my traits or flaws as they were me, I don't think there are any more guys that could do that for me... only Dan.
I guess I wasn't the one for him... and maybe the one for him is the one he is kissing now.
I hear quiet footsteps slowly approach me over my small sobs. I keep my head down until they are standing in front of me
"Phil?"
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Hello my little Charmaniacs, I know its late but MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! This is my present from myself to you, sorry it was short but anything more it would have been crappy.
The books I mentioned earlier:
My Suicidal Guardian Angel- @danhowellsangel she is also writing another book called "Love Bet" which so far is amazing.
Incomplete- @BurakkumunKi an amazing book so far but still in the process of writing.
Oh and @pokemonlover626 a person on wattpad who has said some wonderful nice words to me about this book.
Until next time byeee
~Charlizard <3
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Happier// Phan
Fanfiction[[Complete]] "I was happier with you" The words shot into Dan as he heard them escape from his boyfriend's lips "I'm sorry Dan, but this isn't working". Heart broken, weak, collapsed on the ground and the raven haired boy left with his bag on one s...
