Chapter inspired by the picture
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Phil's room. The brightest place in the apartment. I open the door, greeted by the bright colours of his bed sheets and the sweet smell of cinnamon still lingering around the room. I haven't been in this room since Phil left; I notice a lot of his things are gone but not all. His houseplants that he kept on his window sill were brown and dead... nothing new. I open his closet to find he took most of his clothing with only a few left behind, my eye catches a particular jacket, his yellow Jake hoodie I gave him for his birthday. I remove it from its hanger, and slip it over my head enjoying Phil's scent in a non creepy way. Why did I have to miss this guy so much, this one human being who still has to be on my mind everyday.
I continue scanning the room, calming myself down with the presence of Phil's stuff almost like he is here again... if only he was. My eyes catch a glimpse of book sitting beside his tree light branches. I bend down and pick it up to reveal the title "The Complete Tales Of Winnie The Pooh", I smile pushing the dust that has accumulated on top of it. I jumped onto Phil's bed feeling his soft bed sheets under me, with the book still held in my hand. It was a pastel blue with all the character from this children's fantasy world surrounding the box that held the title of the book. I run my hand over the top before opening the book to the first page that had a message on it:
Dear Dan
Winnie the Pooh was your childhood character which made you who you are, so its only normal to give this to you for your birthday. Happy 25th Birthday Dan.
Love from Phil 💗
I notice a tear falling from my cheek landing right onto the heart Phil had left. I remember when he gave that to me.
"AHHHH!" I scream waking up, beads of sweat dripping from my temples.
Phil rushes in like and elephant hair looking like a mop and his glasses just resting on his nose.
"What happened?!" Phil screams rushing over sitting beside me to hold me.
"A nightmare, it was horrible" I say still shaking almost feeling pathetic for having a nightmare when I'm turning 25 tomorrow.
"Aww it's okay" Phil comforts me resting his head on top of mine whilst slowing rubbing his hand across my back calming me down "You know what, I'm going to do something for you." Phil says jumping off the bed racing out of the room to return with a small present wrapped in blue wrapping paper with a white bow to top. "For you" He pushes the package towards me.
"But its not my birthday till tomorrow" I point out, but still taking the present, I look at my clock and reads 1:43am "Oh wait"
"HA so it is your birthday, so come on and open it already" Phil bounces across from me eagerly waiting.
I quickly tear the paper to reveal a pastel blue book covered in tiny little cartoon animal drawings "The Complete Tale Of Winnie The Pooh" I read aloud, I smile looking at the little bear who I would continuously read and watch as a child. I open the front cover to see Phil's handwriting on the inside cover in blue ink, a birthday message. "Phil, thanks so much" I leap over the empty space between us and wrap my arms around him bringing him closer into a hug.
"Its your birthday no need to thank me, but you're welcome" Phil smiles widely.
Phil takes the book from my hands and shuffles next to me "I'll read it too you" I snuggle up into Phil's chest as his arm makes its way across my chest holding onto the book.
He opens it to the first story and reads softly in my ear, his soft but deep voice causing me to melt in his arms. This was the most perfect moment of my life.
"Hey Phil?" I interrupt
"Yeah" He replies looking away from the book back down at me.
"I think I have fallen in love with you" I admit "The minute I saw you in that café... I love you Phil Lester"
"I love you too Dan Howell" He places a soft kiss on the top of my head before continuing with the book.
I close the book holding onto the memory that the book contains, never wanting to loose the memory or the book. Tears make their way out and down my hot cheeks as I curl up in a ball in Phil's bed hugging both his pillow and book.
"Dan?"
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I hope you liked that chapter, maybe a little heart ache.
Anyway until next chapter, byeee
~Charlizard <3
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