Insane Without You | A BTS Suga fanfiction- COMPLETE✅

Twelve

My heart dropped as I saw my my lifeless mother laying on the floor. I ran to her and started crying on her chest, not caring if the blood surrounding her got on me.
Me: Mom! W-Why did you leave me? Please c-come back! I'm sorry for leaving you and not caring for you properly! MOM P-PLEASE COME BACK!!
Dad: Awww, your poor mother couldn't stay any longer in this world. She was useless, so she had to go. My dad said with an evil smirk plastered across his face.
Me: So i-it was you! You did this *hiccup* to her! You killed her! How could you kill your own wife? You're the only *hiccup* useless person here you piece of garbage!!
Dad: You beach! How dare you talk back!? Now shut up before I do the same thing to you!
Me: Go ahead! I-I don't freaking care!
Suddenly my dad came up to me and pulled me up by my hair.
Dad: The f**k did you say!? How dare you talk back you beach!? I am your father!
Me: Father my butt! What type of father are you!? First you freaking kill your own wife, and now you're threatening to kill me too!? What type of freaking father are you!?
Dad: Shut up you little idiot!
My father tightly slapped me on my cheek, leaving a bruise there. He then dragged me up to my room, I was struggling to get out of his grip, but he was too strong for me.
Me: Let go of me!!
Dad: Did I not just tell you to freaking SHUT UP!?
He threw me into my room and took out a knife. He had a psychotic grin on his face as he inched closer, tightly clutching the knife in his hand.
Dad: Now do as I say darling. Because if you don't, I'll kill you and your little friend Yoongi.
What!? Yoongi, no he couldn't! Plus how does he know about him?
I've already lost one life, and I can't risk loosing another, so I have to do as he says now.
Me: Fine...I grumbled hopelessly.
Dad: Now that's a good girl. He said smirking.
Dad: Now pack your bags, we're moving out of this city, somewhere far away. So no one can find us, so pack your bags quick, and leave not even a single trace or clue of anything in here!
I packed all my stuff, and by "all"'I mean I packed EVERYTHING! I was hurt, my day couldn't get any worse. I'm the most unluckiest person. I'm sorry mom for letting you down, I hope you're in a better place! I love you! And I'm sorry Yoongi, you won't be seeing me...ever.
I ran downstairs with all my stuff packed, and saw my dad's stuff near the door.
Dad: Now help me hide your mom's body.
It was horrible, my father forced me to cut my own..I can't even say it... body into tiny pieces and put them in a bag. I'm sorry mom, I really am, please forgive me! I wouldn't be alive right now, if he didn't use Yoongi as a threat.
Dad: That's perfect! Now go wash up, while I clean up any evidence.
I walked to the bathroom and washed off all the blood, the sink was dyed in red, a beautiful crimson red, but it wasn't beautiful when this was your own mother's blood.
It was midnight by the time we finished. We had packed everything into the car my dad had stolen, and set off in the dark night, onto the deserted roads. The drive was long, my father suddenly stopped in the middle of nowhere, literally the middle of nowhere. There was nothing here except dirt and road. He got off and told me to get out too. Then he grabbed a shovel and started digging deep into the ground.
Dad: Perfect! We'll stop right here! Now hand me that useless woman's body parts.
My blood was starting to boil, how can he call her useless!? But still, I had to do what he said, and handed the bags filled with my ....'s cut up body parts to him.
He placed them in the hole and started to cover it up. After about 15 minutes, he was done, and the dirt looked untouched.
Me: Dad, can I please have a little alone time?
Dad: No, we're runnin' late.
Me: Please!
Dad: Alright, this better be quick!
I sat down near the place where we buried my mom's body parts and cried, I sent her my well wishes and prayed for her to be in a better place.
Dad: Time's up! Come on!
Me: But-
Dad: No buts! I told you freaking once ok, obey me!
I sighed, following him into the car, I looked back one more time before the car started and made its way up the never ending road.

It's been a day since we've been travelling. My dad keeps on switching cars. He told me that he informed the neighbours and my school that we'll be moving, but he didn't tell them the place we'll be moving to. He told them this, so nobody would be suspicious of us moving suddenly without anyone knowing.

Finally, after two and a half days, we reached our destination!

Dad: We're here! Now get out and unpack your bags.
I stepped out, the house was nothing special. It was a normal three bedroom house with one living room, kitchen, two bathrooms, attic, and dining room. I went into an empty bedroom and started unpacking. After about 3 and a half hours, I was finally done. I went downstairs to see my dad not home. I sighed and cooked food for both of us. Even though I hate living like this, it's the only way to protect myself and the people I love.

Yoongi's POV
I haven't seen Y/N coming to school for two days now. That's weird, she usually never skips school. I feel empty without her, I need her. Y/N please come back, I need you, I miss your touch, your sweet voice, your smile, your warmth, I need you Y/N, I can't live without you! Please come back, please.

Y/N's POV
It's been a week since I've been living here. And now I'm looking for a job, because my stupid dad wouldn't allow me study any further! I've been job hunting for the whole day, and I seem out of luck...When am I ever lucky?

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A/N: How'd you guys like the little twist. Now the actual, ACTUAL, story  is gonna begin. Please comment on my fanfic to send in feedback cause I really need it, as this is my first time writing a fanfiction. So yeah, also I might not be updating from Thursday to Wednesday because I have my mini exams then, so I'm trying to write as much as I can. But don't worry it's only six days, then I'll be back and uploading again😜 byeeee loves!!😘