Y/N's POV
My eyes throbbed as I remembered all the past events of my life. Don't worry 'dad', you won't be seeing me soon...
With the money I had earned by working at the cafe, I went to a small thrift store, bought sweatpants and a pullover, changed into them and then took the train back to where it all began...Daegu.
A large landscape sped past. The train was pretty empty, only a couple and an old woman sat on the train. Oh well...
Deciding to fulfil all the sleep I had missed, my eyes shut close.
"Wake up..."
Faint voices surrounded me. Slowly prying my eyes open, the old woman stood beside me.
"You fell asleep on the train. We're here now"
My heart stopped beating. I'm back. After more than two years, I'm back.
"T-thank you" I nodded and I got off with my small bag on my shoulder.
Grabbing a taxi, the first place I decided to visit was home.
Why there? You ask. I don't know...it felt right.
I walked down the street until I reached the structure. Worn out, old, abandoned and crumbling into pieces....
The window was shattered, so I decided to take a good climb through.
Everything looked the way we left it, only dirtier.
My room was the same. I imagined a small mattress here and me laying down, listening to songs.
I only stayed here for 20 minutes then, because the memories of the murder....the murder of my mother were coming back. Teary eyed, I scanned the house one last time and breathed in its dusty old scent. I jumped through the window and glanced back one last time, as I knew that this was the last time I'd be visiting the place...
My legs automatically carried me to the pond. Our pond.
My heart beat faster as I thought about Suga still sitting there.
It was empty. Still the same small and secretive pond.
I sat for hours on the grass, recalling every memory with perfection and unknowingly finding myself smiling. How can you smile?
A voice said in my head.
How can you be so happy at the thought of him, when he was the one who abandoned you?
The smile dissolved into a frown and I found myself crying.
One small choice of wrong words and your life takes a more shittier turn. Heh, we better be careful with what we say.
More tears found themselves out of my eyes. Why? Why me? This rubbish life, with a careless dad, a dead mom, useless love and loneliness.
It was getting dark. On the way to a small motel, I spotted our school and frowned at the events which had taken place here...not only with Suga, but with Kai and his stupid exo gang (don't worry, author-nim loves exo), with stupid Emma and poor Hoseok.
The motel was cheap and shady. VERY SHADY. The guy-the ONLY guy at the counter eyed me hungrily while I quickly paid. I triple locked my door and checked it a hundred times before I fell asleep.
The next day, I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth. Changing into a simple t-shirt and leggings, I grabbed my bag and headed out.
Mustering up all my courage, I walked to the Mins' house...Suga's house.
For the first few minutes I argued if I should do it or not. Breathing in sharply, I knocked.
No reply.
I knocked again.
Again. No reply.
Weird.
For five minutes straight, I knocked. I waited 15 minutes outside and no one came. Taking a sneak peak inside the window, I could tell no one was home.
Great. Just great.
It was 11 a.m and school still has to be on.
I walked to the building and entered the building with a pass.
"Oh, Y/N, it's nice to see you back," our old principal warmly smiled as she saw me.
"Yes," I nodded.
After indulging in a small conversation with her, I casually asked her about Yoongi. She frowned. "Wasn't he your best friend?" I hesitated, then nodded my head,"yes."
"Well then you haven't heard?"
"Heard what?" I questioned.
"Well, about a year ago, our poor Yoongi started developing...psychological issues and then he was taken to the only asylum in town."
wHäT?
"T-thank you. I'll get going now Ms." I stood up and bowed.
Guess my next stop has to be the asylum....
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Insane Without You | A BTS Suga fanfiction- COMPLETE✅
FanfictionY/N and Min Yoongi were destined to be together, they stuck together like glue and revealed their deepest and darkest secrets to each other. They promised to be there for each other, but will that promise last?
