Insane Without You | A BTS Suga fanfiction- COMPLETE✅

Nine

At home, Y/N's POV
I laid down on my bed thinking about all the crazy stuff that just happened today at school. Kai, a person I trusted and liked, went against me all of a sudden, because he thought I was fun to mess with? He terribly reminded me of my so called "dad". Beating me for no reason because he thought I was "fun" to mess with. He'll probably be a bully at school to everyone, and great, now I'm lonely once again. But I don't care if  Kai broke off his (fake) friendship with me. Now that I think about it, I don't really care, everyone's the same, they pretend to be there for you, and then WHAM! The next thing you know, they punch you hard in the guts and leave. But the person I was truly hurt about leaving me, or me leaving them, was Yoongi. But, he didn't apologise to me and decided to move on and already get a girlfriend. I'm happy that he's happy, but at the same time I'm not happy at all, I feel guilty, because I feel like I should apologise to him, and I feel extreme jealousy towards Emma. I've always liked, no, loved Yoongi, but now he replaces me with a person he only knew for 3 weeks, and I've known him for eleven years. I couldn't take it, I cried my head off, I cried and cried until I fell asleep, into a deep dark sleep.

I groaned as the sun light pierced through my eyes, almost blinding me. I got ready for school, even though I didn't want to go, it was way better than staying at home and getting beat. I entered the building, when I saw Yoongi and Emma standing by the lockers. I decided to eavesdrop, cause why not?
Emma: So Yoongi, who's that girl you're always staring at? Am I not pretty enough, why don't you look at me?
She innocently batted her eyelashes, ugh how fake and disgusting, out of all the people he chose to date her, how stupid.
Yoongi: Oh, that girl, never mind her, I don't even know her, she's really ugly and weird that's why I was staring at her, like pfft who'd wanna be friends with her?
My blood started to boil, I was getting red and angry now, I wanted to strangle them both right now.
Emma: Oh, that's good, that girl's a real beach you know. She deserved that beating from Exo.
That beach, how dare she!?
Yoongi: Yeah she does, I saw her getting beat, she was so helpless. She deserves it.
That's it, I walked away with tears in my eyes, I didn't expect him to say that to me, wow I guess all friends are fake, even the ones you've known for more than half of your life.
Yoongi's POV
I was standing by the lockers with Emma, to be honest I was just using her to mess with Y/N and see how she reacts. But I feel angry at myself, as Emma brought up the topic of Y/N getting beat, I felt like killing myself, I just stood there, watching her get beat up, not even daring to help. I could see Y/N eavesdropping on us, even though I thought I have already messed around with her a lot, I wanted to see her reaction to my response to Emma's question, and her reaction was not good. What am I even getting myself into? I should probably go and apologise, today.

Y/N's POV
I walked into class, suddenly someone hugged me from the back. I turned to see J-hope smiling at me. He was like my brother.Without hesitating, I buried my face in his chest and started crying.
Me: He hates me* hiccup*Hoseok oppa! What did I e-ever do? It was just one m-mistake!
JHS: What happened Y/N? Why are you crying, and who hates you!?
Me: Y-Yoongi!
JHS: I'll give him a piece of my mind, that little idiot, who does he think he is?
He was about to let go of me, but I held onto him tighter.
Me: No! Don't go, I don't want anything to do with him, please!
JHS: Ok, I won't now calm down please, shhh.
Even though I was close to Hoseok oppa, he didn't know that I get abused.
JHS: Ok, come on let's go to class now, and please stop crying, it'll ruin your beautiful face.
Little did anyone know that Yoongi was standing there, listening to Y/N and Hoseok...