Insane Without You | A BTS Suga fanfiction- COMPLETE✅

Sixteen

One month later. Yoongi's POV

What's gotten into me lately? Why am I always having random meltdowns and keep on seeing a shadow of a girl in my dreams. The shape of her body looks familiar, her figure perfect, and how she walks slowly towards me, her face is still a mystery.
Y/N.
Y/N.
Y/N.
That name keeps on ringing in my head, her beautiful face keeps on finding a way into my head. I try to forget her, but I can't. And now I realise that it's impossible to forget her. Because how can somebody forget their first love, their best friend, the person they love? I want her back. No. I NEED her back. BADLY. The situation at home's still the same. My mom goes out late into the night to some random places, my dad also comes home late. Drunk. And on the rare occasions when my mom is at home, instead of at her 'boyfriends' house, then she gets a beating from my dad. I always save her, earning a couple of hard punches in the face. Even though I hate her for all she's done, she is my mother after all, and it hurts me to see her getting hurt.
But is it possible to love somebody even more than your own family?
I guess it is, because my love for Y/N is undying, I'll do anything to have her back. Even if she's slowly driving me crazy, making me think of dark thoughts, making me see things which don't exist, I need her to be back with me, because she is the only thing that keeps the colour in my black heart.

Maybe she can cure me, because I think I've gone insane.

Your POV
Yoongi. The name that's been playing in my head since the last, hmmm let me see... FIVE MONTHS! Even though my job is going steadily and (almost) everything in my life is going back to normal. Wait. When was my life ever normal? And about everything in my life going back to normal, it's the complete opposite. I need to see that face, that beautiful pale and kind face. If I don't get to see it now, I'll probably die! Why are you doing this to me!? Not why. HOW are you doing this to me!? How can someone drive another person insane, just by thinking about them!?

Time skip beaches (sorry not sorry😏)

I walked into the cafe doing my casual routine, serving customers and pretending to be nice to them and acting like I care, when I really don't. The door swings open, and in walks a handsome young male. His face looks familiar, my eyes widen in shock, and then anger. He looks over at me and smirks.
??: Looks like you still remember me from that day.
Me: Whatever. Get out.
??: Why? BABE.
Tf did he just say!?
Me: The hell did you just say? Don't ever call me that.
??: Whatever. Well I'm sorry for being rude to you that day in the park, even though it was a month ago, I couldn't forget a beautiful face like yours. Your face was priceless when I acted rude to you when we bumped into each other. By the way, my name's Baekhyun, but you can just call me bae Y/N.
What a lame pick up line. Wait how does he know my name? Oh right. I have a name tag on.
Baekhyun: Well BABE.
He said emphasising the word babe.
Baekhyun: I'd like a sweet hot chocolate.
I rolled my eyes and went to make his order. I give him his drink and left. By the time I had served the other customers, I noticed that he had gone, and he also left a little tip for me. I didn't take the 'tip' but noticed a napkin with something written on it.
'Call me at 000-000-0000, I'll be waiting 😉❤️.' I rolled my eyes and crumpled the napkin and threw it away. There was NO way I was calling him!
But in the end, I did. His number was easy to memorise anyways. Maybe he can help me get my mind off Yoongi. Even though I didn't really want that, but maybe we can become friends, and I can have a bit of company once in a while.

Maybe I can stop thinking about Yoongi.

But these are all suppositions, I don't really know what's gonna happen. But one things for sure, and that is that Yoongi will probably, no not probably, Yoongi WILL NEVER leave my mind.
And I am a hundred percent certain, that there is no 'maybe' I front of that.

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A/N: Hey guys! My monthly exams are finished! Yay! I know these chapters are a bit boring, bit I promise they'll get interesting soon. Please comment, and don't be a silent reader! I need feedback! Well that's it. I'm going now. Bye.(I know, I'm lame and boring).❤️😂😍💋😘