Insane Without You | A BTS Suga fanfiction- COMPLETE✅

Thirty-one

Y/N's POV
We stayed at the pond a little longer, catching up on each others lives and remembering our past memories together.
I had fallen asleep (again) on Yoongi.

Yoongi's POV
I looked down to see y/n hugging me and sleeping peacefully with her head on my chest. I smiled and caressed her beautiful hair.
Gently picking her up, I started on my way home.
I sneaked inside. Oh, my dad wasn't home and my mom was passed out. Good.
I took her to my shabby room. Haven't been here for at least a year and a half.
I laid her down on my bed and locked the door and windows to prevent any of my stupid parents from getting in.
I laid down beside her and hugged her frail body near my own.
It's been so long, the moment I've been waiting for since I was only 5 years old has come. That moment is to be with my precious y/n and to be happy.
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a loud gunshot caused me to wake up. I got up, with y/n also waking up. "What happened?" She asked sleepily.
"I don't know, I just heard a gunshot from downstairs," I said.
Her eyes widened and she hopped out of bed.
"What!?" She whisper yelled.
Opening the door, she ran downstairs.
"Y/n, wait, where are you going!?" I yelled, running after her.
And then I saw it. My parents were both on the floor....dead.
A small puddle of blood around their heads, and Y/n's father standing there with a gun in his hand.
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE YOU IDIOT!? YOU KILLED YOONGI'S PARENTS!" Y/n yelled as she cried.

Y/N's POV
I ran after Yoongi told me about the gunshot. Shit.
But I was too late, he had already done it.
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE YOU IDIOT!? YOU KILLED YOONGI'S PARENTS!"
I yelled, crying.
"Y-y/n dear, Mr.Wells said he'd kill you if I didn't kill them-"
"Mr.Wells is f***ing dead! I killed him!" I yelled.
Yoongi came down, and looked at his mother's corpse. Tears welled up in his eyes, even though his mother was like that, he still loved her.
I went near Yoongi.
"Yah you monster, get away from my daughter!" My dad yelled, pointing his gun at Yoongi.
"Dad no!" I yelled, but he had already shot him in the leg, causing Yoongi to fall.
"No! Please stop!" I cried, he shot him twice, once in the arm and once in the stomach.
"Dad stop! I love him, you can't do this! I hate you, you bastard!" I yelled at him, running towards Yoongi's body, which was shot once again in the stomach.
He was passing out quickly.
"No no no, don't leave me," I whispered, picking him up and dragging him to outside to the nearby hospital as quickly as I could, ignoring my stupid 'dad' who I left alone in the house.
After 2 minutes, we reached the hospital, and the nurses quickly took him away while I followed closely behind.
I was forced to sit outside while they performed surgery.
I ran back home to find my dad on the floor, dead, and a note beside him.

"Dear precious Y/n,
I love you so much, and I have always loved you.
I know you may cringe, thinking of this as a lie, but it is not.
I regret not listening to you when you were younger, I regret not attending those little dinner parties you used to host for mom and I, so we could resolve our issues.
I loved your mother dearly, she was beautiful with the kindest heart, but I guess my heart wasn't so kind, I was a self made monster.
I knew how hurt you felt, I wanted to hug you both, saying that I loved you and that it's alright and that I'll try to get better...but I only got worse.
I was happy you found happiness in that little boy named Yoongi, but only did I feel jealous and angry.
Listen Y/n, I thought of Yoongi as crazy, only until I realized what I did to you and what I did to him. It was my fault really he became crazy...I was the one who took you away in the first place.
I'm terrible. I'm hideous. I'm crazy. I killed my own wife...my own wife who I had abused and cheated numerously on. I've scarred my own child and hurt her, causing her to hate me. I've killed the parents of a young man, and now I think I've killed my daughter's first love...I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
This may seem insincere, but it's not.
I really hope that young man gets better, and I really hope that he treats my precious daughter well...not the way I've treated her and her mother.
Because I've killed so many people already, it's time to kill myself.
Bye Y/n, take care, I love you."

The letter finished there. I started crying and looked at my father's corpse and started crying onto his chest.
"I-I love you too dad... I love you too...I forgive you..." I cried.
The police came later on.
Investigations were carried on. Since they were all between Mr.Wells and my dad, I was not guilty. Yoongi had been taken out of the asylum legally and they couldn't do anything about that either. And about the killing of Mr.Wells...it was a self defense case, and so we were all charged not guilty.

I returned to the hospital and asked the doctor about Yoongi.
He looked at me seriously. "Listen ma'am-"
"Oh no" I cut him off, tears in my eyes.
"He's alive, but his condition is very severe, he's survived but we don't know yet..." he said.
I went up to his room. He's in coma. I held his hand and kissed his head, his lips, his cheeks, asking for him to wake up, but he wouldn't.
Everyday I went to visit, until after 2 months, I kind of lost hope.
Will he ever wake up?

I had worked hard and got myself a small apartment. I had called Halmeoni and told her my situation. Thankfully she understood, and had resigned me from my job there.

Hoseok texted me.
JHS: Hey Y/n!😄
Me: Hey🙂
JHS: Wanna hang out today?
Me: Okay, but where?🤔
JHS: Bring a large blanket and come meet me at THE hill at 11 pm tonight.😉
Me: What, why????
JHS: It's a secret😉😉😉
Me: Hey, that's not fair!!!
JHS: Come on, don't be like that😭
Me: Okay, but just letting you know, I have a boyfriend who's in coma but whatever, and if Yoongi wakes up from his sleep and finds out you wanna hang out with me at some hill at 11 in the night, he'll beat your ass, and so will I if you try to do something!!!
JHS: Okay, sheesh woman, calm down, it's nothing like that!
Me: Okay... well I'll see you tonight, bye😑
JHS: Byeee❤️

*texting ends*

I put down my phone. Hmm, this seems kinda suspicious.

At 10:30 pm, I started getting ready.
I showered and put on a large grey oversized pullover and black sweatpants.
I rolled up my yellow blanket and packed it into its little strap thingy and started making my way towards the hills at 10:52 pm.

After a few minutes, the hills came into site. I hiked up THE hill, and spread my blanket down, sitting down on it and watching the stars in the sky.
I looked at the time. 11:02 pm, was what it read.

I texted Hoseok.
Me: Where are you!?!?!?
JHS: I'm almost there, wait!!!😬😬😬
Me: Fine, but hurry 🙄😒

After a minute, I heard leaves crunching behind me. I turned my body,only to be felt with a warm embrace.
"Yah Hoseok, what the hell do you think you're doi-"
"It's me, love."
It was...Yoongi.
"Yoongi!?" I turned around to see his face.
"Wha- is this real!? Are you real!? Am I hallucinating-"
He cut me off with his lips locking into mine. After a while, we broke the kiss.
"Yes. It's really me...Yoongi." He said smiling warmly.
"But how-"
"I woke up 5 days ago, two days ago, I was ready to walk and move, so I planned to surprise you with Hoseok's help," he said and hugged me.
"You're really here" I cried into his shoulder.
He rubbed my back.
"Yes I am. I'm here, and I'll always be here for you Y/n, always..."

And together, we watched the stars in the sky, while cuddling close to each other on the warm blanket.

The End