My Twin's Girlfriend (Book 1/2)(RE-WRITING)

Chapter 20 Danni

I couldn't believe I did it. I couldn't believe that I had broken up with him. In a way I feel bad because Andy was right. He would only get worse. Maybe something is wrong with him. I didn't know whether I liked Andy or not. There was something about her that made me feel safe and secure, something I haven't felt in a long time. I had been feeling sick all morning. I had thrown up a couple of times which normally never happens.

I found myself outside Narla's house. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to open up. I pulled the sleeves of Andy's jacket down to cover the bruises. The door unlocked and I was greeted by her little brother Noah.

"Hey Noah, is Narla home?"

"Hi, yes," he smiled, letting me inside.

"Narla! Danni's here!" He yelled before walking back to his toys. I watched as Narla came down the hall. She was wearing sweats and a shirt. She ran a hand through her long caramel hair.

"Hey, you alright?" She asked, standing in front of me.

"I just need to talk," I replied. She nodded.

"And I'm here to listen," she smiled, leading me towards her room. Narla was defiantly the closest person to me. She didn't know that my mum abused me or that Beatrice did, but she knew my dad died, about Erica, and that I didn't see my mum much.

"So what's up?" She asked, leaning against the wall. I sat next to her.

"Well I broke up with Beatrice,"

"How come?" She asked, worry in her eyes.

"I just, I don't know," I replied, the memory from the car came to mind.

"You guys were really opposites though,"

"Yeah,"

"Did you love him?" I looked into her brown eyes. For some reason I felt like I couldn't say I don't know.

"No I didn't,"

"So why be with him Danni?"

"I don't know,"

"Was it because Erica left?" I felt my heart drop at the thought of Erica.

"Maybe,"

"Danni I know you loved her, it was so obvious. And sometimes we always love the people who we let go and that's okay, but getting into a relationship to feel less lonely isn't going to make you feel better," I listened to every word she said. She reminded me a lot about what Andy had told me.

"I guess I did feel lonely,"

"You did lose two people you loved Danni, that's not an easy thing to go through. I know we are different but when I lost my little sister it was hard. I felt like I was lonely and I felt empty,"

"What changed?"

"I realised that I still have my parents and my little brother. I realised that I was healthy and that I have positive people in my life. I realised that I wasn't alone," I didn't know what to say. Because I didn't have that. My mum was abusive towards me and everyone else was dead or could end up dead.

"Danni, did you like Beatrice at all?"

"No," I replied, feeling tears in my eyes.

"So are you still bi or are you lesbian?"

"I don't know," I replied, wiping a tear from my eye.

"Hey I still love you no matter what Danni. You're sexual preference doesn't bother me," she whispered, wrapping an arm around me.