yours. a love story

losin control

he's calling? ross shor lynch is calling? what do i do? i sighed and looked at story who was sleeping in my arms then at justin, who was just pulling up at my apartment. i started panicking.

"oh my god justin, ross is calling, what do i do? what do i do?" i said panicking, i whispered yelled looking at him. he looked at me with wide eyes, then opened his mouth in shock.

"answer if you want, i'll get story to bed and I'll wait for you inside, is that okay?" he said softly, looking at me. i sighed and nodded. he kissed my head and picked story up from my arms and walked inside. i finally answered the phone.

"hello?" i said softly but weakly. im tired. i just wanna sleep and forget the moment i fell in love with ross. i heard a gasp from the other line.

"laura! don't hang up please, I need to tell you this." he said fast. i sighed as i look at my balcony, finding justin looking at me concerned. i smiled a bit, letting know im fine. he nodded and walked back inside.

"what ross?" i said sighing. i didn't feel like talking to him. i leaned in my seat and waited for him to talk.

"i know I haven't been the sweetest and have been treating you and story like shit. but i don't mean it." he said, it caught my attention. he was apologizing or what? "i am not annoyed by you guys, i just. i still love you laura. and i thought that by treating you bad, you'd treat me bad too and that would give me a reason to hate you and forget you but i can't." he said. I didn't know what do say so i didn't say anything at all. "just give me a chance. that's all I ask for." he finished, leaving me with my mouth hanging open.

what the hell? he treated me bad to give himself a reason to hate me? that doesn't make sense!

"i need to go." i said and quickly hung up. instantly i started crying.

i wanted justin now. i felt weak and my legs were shaking. i started sobbing and crying like I have never before. i got off the car, not caring my phone was still in the car. i ran inside and saw justin in the kitchen, his back facing me. i ran towards him and wrapped my arms around his torso, crying on his back.

"baby why are you crying?" he said worried, i pulled away for him to turn around. he saw me and frowned picking me up in his arms. i cried on his shoulder. he walked towards the balcony knowing i was going to cry a lot tonight. he sat down on the couch and sat me on his lap. justin was the sweetest, and im so glad I met him.

i cried on his chest, feeling multiple kisses on my head, his hand rubbing my back. i sighed after a while, wiping my tears and finally looking up at him.

"he.. he said he was mean to me cause me loved me." i said, calming my sobs. he looked at me with a confused face. i smiled a bit. "he said that he loved me and he expected me to treat him as bad as he treated me and that would give him a reason to hate me." i explained, justin made another confused face, making me giggle. he smiled.

"laura im sorry, but that doesn't make any sense." he laughed and i laughed along with him. he smiled and looked down at me. "i could bet he asked for a second chance." he said, and I nodded. "and what did you say?" he asked, rubbing my back gently.

"that I needed to go." I giggled and he did too. justin was the only who seemed to understand like??? i rested my head on his chest again. "i want to give it to him but what if he hurts me again? i can't stand another heart break." i said, sighing shakily.

"i know." he said, kissing my head. "but if he makes you happy, do it. but please don't get story involved in this. she kinda, doesn't like him anymore." he said, smiling a bit. and I nodded. he was right. i can't involve story in my relathionships. she gets hurt and it's all my fault.

"i won't. thank you. for being here for me." I said softly, looking at him. he smiled and nodded, looking back at the city. "can you please stay tonight? i don't want to be alone and i know i'll cry. i don't want story to see me." i said, embarrassed. he didn't say anything just nodded. i relaxed into his arms, letting a few tears run down my cheek.