yours. a love story

before i do

i woke up in my bed, i looked beside me, not finding justin next to me. last night, he was a total gentlemen. he rubbed my back when i cried and slept with me, making sure i was okay through out the night. i smiled but quickly frowned, looking back at where he was supposed to be laying. i sat down in the bed, my eyes hurting from so much crying.

i look at my night stand and saw my phone with a note underneath it. old style, i like it. i smiled and grabbed my phone along with the note. i read it.

good morning, sleeping beauty. im sorry i had to go so early. turns out, my father found me a job offer. i bought you guys some breakfast, it's down in the kitchen. text me when you wake up.
- juju

i smiled, and stood up from the bed. today's going to be a nice day. turns out, ross is In love with me still, story is happy and justin might find a job. I will not cry anymore. im going to be happy for now on, for my daughter. and for me, cause I deserve some god damn peace. I've been thinking of a chance. like changing my hair color. maybe a bit blonder. im tired of brown hair. i grabbed my phone and found texts from ross, i smiled but decided to text justin first.

to "Justin <3 "

heyy, im awake. thanks for the breakfast. hope u get the job (: if u do, call me and tell me about it.

I stood up from the bed. i wanted to stay home today. and just have fun with story. i walked to her room, she was still sleeping. i brushed my teeth and walked down stairs to the kitchen, finding the breakfast. he got us pancakes. reminds me of ross. i grabbed a plate and ate a little bit. what if ross hurts me again? i love him, don't get me wrong and i want to give him this chance but what if he fucks up again?

i suck at love. i have never been able to keep a guy. or make a guy like me. ross was the first one i ever opened up to. and he messed all of that up, like it was nothing like it was complete shit. that isn't okay. i treated him so good. i was always supportive. his fans seemed to like me. i always understood him and put his happiness before mine. and he didn't care. at all. i sighed, just think if I should really give him this second chance.

{ Ross }

it's been a few hours since i confessed to laura about my feelings towards her. she seemed shocked, like she thought i was crazy. see I broke up with courtney. she wasn't happy but understood how i was feeling. now the problem is justin. he's our family friend and i like him, we chill but he has gotten so close to laura and our little scene at macdonalds left everyone shook. i know it did. i just want to be with her. and show her im good for her. that im the only one for her and she's the only one for me.

i walked downstairs and saw rydel, watching tv with ryland. they must hate me right now. i wanted to fix things as soon as possible. i sat next to them and they both looked at me, annoyed. i sighed.

"look im sorry. yes i've been an ass. and I have been acting so stupid but I'm sorry okay? i apologized to laura already." i said, looking at both of them. they didn't move or anything.

"justin treats her good." ryland said, making my stomach turn upside down. what the fuc- "she seems happy around him. they'd make a cute couple." he said, shrugging. is he really saying all of this shit? are you for real right n- "he would never treat her the way you did." he finished. i rolled my eyes and ignored his presence looking at rydel.

"they would make a cute couple right?" she added, just making me want to fuckin die. "and he's so hot. i can already imagine him tattooing her name on his body, oh my god would you imagine?" she said, looking at ryland who just laughed and nodded, agreeing. did they really? i stand up, not caring about their wonderful conversation involving my dream girl with my friend making the cutest couple and how their babies would turn out so beautiful. i rolled my eyes and walked back into my room, thinking of how im going to make her mine again.

{ Laura }

story and i have watched every disney movie every made, her favorite is the one of the frog and the princess. she loves it. she says that will happen to me. that i will find a frog, kiss him and he'll be the most beautiful prince ever. she's so cute. me and ross have been texting, we're meeting tomorrow. he's desperate to know my answer. justin got the job but he still hasn't told me but he's coming to visit and tell me.

now we're watching 'Tangled', one of my favorite movies and she seems to enjoy it. i stood up to make some more popcorn, and story was lost in the movie. then someone knocked on the door.

"baby can you go get that?" i said, washing some dishes we used earlier. she nodded and ran towards the door, opening it and squealing in excitement. has to be justin.

"mommy, justin's here." she yelled to me, softly. i knew it. i smiled and nodded, turning around and seeing story run back to the couch and focusing back on the movie.

"aren't you going to hug me?" he said, raising an eyebrow. i giggle and hugged him softly. he held me tight. i knew something was wrong. or will be.

"soo, tell me about the job. im excited to know about it!" i said, sitting on the kitchen counter. he bit his lip but smiled, getting closer to me, placing his hands on my thighs.

"i like the job. it's at a camp for six months. and im teachings to some kids that want to be sargeants and will be going to war. it's like a little practice to the kids before actually going to war." he said, smiling. he seems so happy. that's all the matters. and it sounds like a great job.

"that's amazing! when are you starting?" i said smiling widely, he rubbed my thigh and looked down at me. he was so tall. taller than ross i would say.

"in a week but there are some bad news laura. and i don't want you to get sad." he bit his lip, making me become nervous. what now? i sighed and nodded, looking at him, waiting for the big storm coming my way. "if I want the job, i need to live in the camp until it's over. which means, i'll be staying with my group of sargeants all the way in Los Angeles for six months." he said, making my whole world come crumbling down.

six months. without justin. are you kidding? i felt the walls closing in on me. his hands gripped my fat thighs, as i looked at him in disbelief, six months.

"what? s-six months? i.. um." i slurred, shaking my head seeing his hazel eyes saddened. "im happy for you. you deserve this job, jay." i said looking down. he lifted my head up, looking at me.

"don't be sad baby, i'll call and text everyday. it won't be like im going to war and won't have service on my phone. i'll call every day to talk to you guys and I'll answer every one of your calls." he said softly, his hands now on my face, rubbing his thumbs against my pale skin. i broke down.

"i don't want you to go but you deserve this so bad." i pouted, my eyes getting watery as fuck. he sighed and shook his head, placing my hair behind my ear. "it's just ross, remember what I told you? he went on tour and forgot about us and it's just." i sighed and looked into his eyes. he was sad. his eyes were burning red . my bottom lip was shaking.

"hey hey. im not ross. i will do everything i promised to do. i won't forget about you guys." he said, shaking his head, his hands falling back on my thighs. "know what? you, little lady, should be enjoying my company, not crying!" he said, making me giggle in my tears. i smiled and hugged his neck, his cologne captivating me. in one week, i was about to lose my best friend for six months.