yours. a love story

new one.

it's been three weeks and i still haven't told justin. im just so nervous. the night i was supposed to tell him, i froze and told him i got the flu. then tried again the other night but completely freaked out and asked about hanna. i need to tell him. tonight. it's been a month and i haven't told him. im such a bad person. he will hate me.

i picked up my laptop and placed it in the bed, waiting for justin's call to come through. im so nervous im actually shitting myself. story is down with jax and im alone in my room, literally fucking dying. i gasped as i saw justin's name pop up in the big screen. i bit my lip and answered. after all, i miss him so much. i saw his smile and all of my nervousness suddenly disappeared.

"ah baby, hey. gosh you look so beautiful." he said, making me blush and giggle. he's so cute i just wanna fly to cali and shower him with kisses.

"hi. i miss you. so bad, bieber." i said pouting. he smiled and pouted as well. his hair was cut off, which made him look so, good. im just dead ass amazed by him.

"i miss you way more, marano  where's my princess?" he asked while smiling. i giggled and looked at him, pulling my hair behind my ear.

"with jax, they love each other i swear." i giggled. they do. they are always together and asking about one and other. it's so cute, so adorable. justin laughed.

"before you ask, yes, im fine. missing you, but fine. hanna is great, missing you as well. gosh i'd give up anything just to kiss you right now." he said, making my heart melt. i smiled widely and bit my lip. this is it. im telling him.

"justin, i need to tell you something.. it's really important." i started, making myself nervous again. his face turned into worry.

"what did he do, baby? i swear man.." he mumbled, making me giggle once again. he always thinks it's ross, since the weird calls and shit. but anyways. this is it.

"i don't know how you'll take this. and im certainly scared but you deserve to know and i want you to know. i want you to be in this with me.."  i continues, as i saw his face lighten up a bit. he had smirked, making me so weak, he's so hot

"remember how bad i was feeling? and we thought it was the flu?" i asked, i saw him nod while mumbling things i couldn't understand. " w-well, turns out it's not the flu.. justin, im. i-m. fuck, okay. im pregnant." i finished. i had a trillion scenarios in my head of how he'd react.

scenario number one, he's too young to be a father so he breaks up with me. scenario number two, he doesn't like kids but still loves me so he wants an abortion. scenario number three, he just hangs up and doesn't talk to me again. but gosh i just want him to say he's okay with it and he loves me and our baby. ugh gosh.

i watched his every move. he looked so shocked. but he smiled. big. he smiled so wide, leaving me kinda shocked. story's dad was not like this at all. so seeing justin be so happy about it, is so new to me.

"baby, are you for real? this isn't a joke?" he asked as i shook my head. he smiled bigger. "oh my gosh, laura. i love you so much. this is amazing! im going to be a dad and the mother is the actual love of my god damn life!" he said excited, making me so ducking happy. he started jumping on his seat and just acting so happy and peppy.

"oh god, i just wanna hug you and kiss you! and touch your belly- wait. how far along are we?" justin said as he stopped jumping. 'we' he's in it with me. he wants this. as much as i do. and it just, i just wanna cry.

"uh, six weeks i think. i don't know." i smiled, my eyes getting watery. i've never been so happy in my life. i felt tears running down my face. i was so happy, i don't know how to react. I've never been treated this way. so loving and supportive. justin seemed to worry, as he spoke up.

"baby, what's up? why are you upset?" he asked worried. i laughed softly, wiping my tears as more cane running down.

"oh no, baby. im fine. im just so happy about this baby and i was so worried about you not wanting it. but you do. you know, story's dad. i just." i smiled, still sobbing tho. i took a deep break and calmed down.

"i want it. and i want you. we're a family laur. i adore you and im in this with you. im so in." justin said making me giggle. i shook my head, thanking god for this guy he brought in my life.

"two more months and you see us." i said. he smiled even wider, i could swear his face was about to explode from so much smiling. i was so fucking happy.

"two months, baby." he smiled once again, his hands covering his mouth. "man, i won't get any sleep tonight. im so happy, gosh." he mumbled, making my heart beat a bit faster. im in love.