yours. a love story

another surprise.

it has been a month. ross has called me, acting crazy, telling me he can see me but i decided to ignore it. what i can't ignore is how bad i have been feeling. i have fevers, been throwing up, and eating like a maniac. i went a bought a pregnancy test, i mean, i haven't gotten my period. im dead nervous.

i walked in the bathroom and locked the door. i opened the pack and sat in the toilet. i took four tests. im a mom. i know how this works. i sat by the sink, looking at them. im probably not pregnant. i still feel like it's a flu. my last pregnancy wasn't like this. not at all.  i felt myself froze as i saw the positive sign in all of the test. i covered my mouth with my hands. im pregnant, with justin's baby.

i walked out of the room, and placed the positive tests on my night stand. i took one in my hands, and just stared at it. im actually going to be a mom again. im happy. really happy. i've been dreaming of having another baby for so long. but im nervous about justin. we never talked about babies. what if he doesn't want it? i need to talk to the bieber's. i walked down the stairs and into the living room, where they were sitting, talking.

"pattie, jeremy. can we talk?" i said, sitting down across from them. they looked at me and smiled, nodding. i was nervous but pattie, she'll let me know what to do.

"sure, what's going on, laur?" jeremy said, making me smile and lose all the nervousness i was feeling. these people are my family.

"im pregnant, it's justin.." i said softly, looking at them. they both smiled, big. leaving me a bit shocked. pattie sat next to me and hugged me.

"oh sweetheart, congrats! you don't know how happy you make us!" she said, excited. i hugged back and smiled a bit, looking at jeremy. he was a really serious person, that's what justin told me. but around me, he's sweet and supportive.

"but justin. i just found out and i don't know if he'd want it." i said, looking down. really, what if he doesn't want it and suddenly leaves me? i looked at both of them, feeling scared. jeremy nodded, understanding me.

"laur, tell him. you'll never know until you actually tell him. but being his dad, i just know he'll want it." jeremy said, smiling at me. i nodded and hugged both of them.

"thank you. i'll tell him tonight. i love you guys." i said, standing up. they both smiled back, wide. i think they're happy, really happy. justin told me his sister had three kids, so he's the only one left to have kids. i walked up to my room and laid in my bed. thinking of what the hell im supposed to tell justin.

rocky, i need to talk to rocky. i grabbed my phone and dialed his number. i won't tell the lynches until they come back and im ready. i heard rocky pick up the phone. i sighed and smiled, having justin's baby makes me happy. that guy is the actual love of my life.

"laur, it's four am." rocky said in his morning voice. i laughed a bit and bit my lip. i heard him sit in the bed, and walking outside of the room.

"rocky. im pregnant.." i said, without warning. he gasped, making me laugh. i yawned a bit, turning in my side, my shoulder holding the phone to my ear.

"is it justin's?" he asked and i rolled my eyes. like I've slept with anyone else that isn't justin. i shook my head by my thoughts and smiled.

"yes. don't tell anyone or i kill you, lynch." i said a bit loud, he chuckled and said something i wasn't allowed to hear. "how do i tell im having his kid?" i asked, closing my eyes, becoming way more nervous.

"oh he doesn't know?" rocky asked and i replied with a no. he sighed. "honestly, keep your normal conversation and then just drop the bomb. tell him that you're pregnant, and that you just found out. take it easy with him cause you know, he hasn't had news this big in a long time." he finished as i nodded.

"okay, thank you, rocky. don't tell anyone. not even rydel." i said, about to hang up. i was tired and i need to prepare what i was going to tell him.

"okay laura. love you, take care, yes?" he said, i could hear how tired he was in his voice. i nodded and licked my lips.

"yesss, love you too." i said and then hung up.

what was i going to tell justin?