yours. a love story

dead

{ Justin }

i rolled my eyes as i looked at andrea falling while running towards the cones. that girl has no future as a soldier. she doesn't like running, or climbling anything. she doesn't know how to shot even though i have showed her how like a million times. meanwhile, hanna was talking to laura somewhere.

hanna's group was decent. lots of tall guys and skinny girls. but there are some three girls who make me boiling mad, ashley, jessica and danielle. they are just horny freaks. they don't respect me, at all. those girls feel me up in some kind of way. there are some days i wanna let myself go and let them feel me the fuck up, considering i haven't had sex in like 4 years. since nicole left me, the soul of my cock left too.

i rolled my eyes, i'd never let those girls have sex with me. ever. im not even that desperate. and honestly, the only girl i want to make love to or sex to is laura. that's the only person i see myself making love to, having kids with, giving myself entirely too. i know it's hard for me to ask since she has ross and she seems to love that guy. but i can't help with who i fall for. i sighed, walking towards hanna's group, making sure they were exercising. I felt someone tap my shoulder.

"sergeant bieber?" a boy asked, shyly like he was scared of me. i like when my reclutes are scared of me. makes me feel like im in total control. i turned around and looked down at him.

"what do you want? aren't you supposed to be working out, kid?" i asked, placing my hands on my hips. i didn't felt like talking to anyone right now. i need to find a way to make laura happy and to make my god damn self happy.

"y-yeah but i want to tell you that.." he started but i interrupted him once again. i hate talking to people when im not in the mood, and still, he's supposed to be exercising, this ain't even my damn group.

"go back to exercising." i said, crossing my arms infront of my chest. i still can't believe he isn't moving. he took a step back but didn't go back to exercising. i like him.

"no sergeant, it's your girl." he said, then i started internally freaking the fuck out. what about laura? did someone hurt her?

"what about her?" i said, trying my best to not sound worried. i was hella worried. i looked at xavier waiting for s fucking answer. he swallowed, feeling intimidated.

"she ran out crying with sergeant dam." he said and i could swear my whole body turned off. i looked at him and quickly discrossed my arms from my chest.

"which way?" i asked, becoming desperate. she crying yesterday to sleep and i didn't have the balls to ask her what was wrong. and now she's crying again. but this time im finding out what the heck is wrong. he pointed towards the left. they have to be in my room or hanna's. "thank you. you'll get 30 minutes more of sleep tomorrow. go back to exercising." i said, turning around.

i told micheal to take care of the groups and walked towards the rooms. i walked to my room and they weren't in it. so im guessing they're at hanna's. i ran towards hanna's room which was the farthest away from the camp. i sighed thinking of all the possibilities of why she's crying so much. maybe her period? or something happened with her sister? i don't even know. i walked in on hanna's room and found hanna holding laura's weak body. they both turned to look at me and laura, my baby looked so depressed.

"what's wrong?" i asked, walking closer to them and getting on one knee so i could be at the height. laura wiped away her tears and grabbed my sweaty hand. i sighed and kissed her small hand.

"justin, her boyfriend, he left her." hanna said leaving me shocked. bro again? i sighed and hugged laura's body. she cried on my shoulder as i rubbed her back. that fucking asshole.

"justin, i.. i don't know if i can go back home and look him in the face." she cried, pulling away from our hug. my heart was beating out of my chest. i could swear japan could hear my heartbeat. "can you please ask your general if i can stay a few more weeks? please, i j.. just.." she sobbed as i grabbed her soft face into my hands and wiped away her tears, cutting her off.

"of course baby, i'll go ask okay?" i said softly, leaving a kiss on her cheek, tasting her salty tears. "hanna can you please.." i started, looking at her, she nodded instantly, and pulled laura closer to her as i stood up. i walked out of the room and started walking towards the generals room.

general jack and i are friends and shit, but I've never asked for a favor this big. i've asked for anything. but laura, she's special and i don't want her to leave that fast. she just got here. i knocked on his door and walked in, finding him sitting on his large desk.

"general, may we speak?" i said, taking a seat in front of his desk. he took off his glasses and dropped the pen, then looked at me. i sighed, finding the words to say.

"i told you to call me jack, bieber." he said, leaning back on his chair. i relaxed my shoulder and licked my dry lips. "what's up, man?"

"it's laura. she.. her boyfriend cheated on her then broke up with her and she wants to stay here a bit longer." i started, looking at him. he ran a hand through his bald head. "she says she can't look him on the face after what he did and.." i looked at him as he interrupted me.

"of course she can stay. all the time she wants." jack said, as i shot him a quick smile. i stood up from the chair and so did he. "but hey, be there for her. I've seen how she looks at you. she's hurt, and now it's your job to take the pain away." he said, patting my shoulder.

he was right. it was job to make her feel better. i walked towards the door and walked out. i just can't find ways to help her. when nicole cheated and broke up with me, i just went blank. i stopped eating, sleeping and going out. i stopped trusting people. i shut everyone out and wouldn't let anyone in. and the only thing i need was someone. i needed company. i needed someone to care, to wipe off my tears, to tell me i was going to be okay. i was going to be that man for laura.

i walked into hanna's room and sat next to laura. she was a mess. worst than yesterday. and it broke my heart into a million pieces. i sighed and pulled her little body towards mine. i didn't cared i was sweaty and dirty, i wanted her close to me. so she knows im here and im not going anywhere. she hugged my body like a teddy bear. i kissed her head softly and looked down at her. hanna was holding her hand, tightly.

"he said you can stay for as many time as you want, baby." i said softly, playing with her soft hair while planting soft kisses on her temple. she relaxed under my arms and a relieved gasp left her mouth.

"oh my god, thank you so much." she whispered while hugging me harder. i smiled a little and sat her in my lap. hanna squeezed her hand and patted my shoulder, then walked out of the room.

"no more crying over him. you're a princess. princesses don't cry.." i said, wiping the tears off her beautiful face. she nodded and sniffled. "let's go to my room and we'll call my mom, and talk to story for a while, yeah?" i asked, looked down at her. her face light up in a way I've never seen before. she nodded quickly.

i smiled and stood up with her in my arms. her legs were wrapped around my torso and her arms were wrapped around my neck while her head was laying in the crook of my neck. i walked out of the room and closed the door. while walking towards my room, all of the reclutes had their eyes on us. and i bet it made laura feel worst, so i shot the a glare, that obviously scared them and turned back to doing their jobs.