yours. a love story

too good at goodbyes

{ Laura }

i missed rydel way too much. i can't stay mad at her, she's my person. i need someone to freak out with, to talk to, gossip with. she is my bestfriend and i needed her. we hugged for a nice 10 minutes i would say. i looked at everyone. rocky, my ultimate best friend was frowning so bad. and riker, he was sad but i couldn't forgive him. he's like my brother. why couldn't you defend me?

"girl, i have so many things to tell you!" i whispered yelled, while pulling away from our hug. she giggled and nodded as i walked back to justin and story. justin was smiling bigger than ever. justin's family came to hug me and say hi. i was holding jax in my arms. this little guy is the love of my life.

"so, are you coming with us, darling?" pattie said, gaining a look from everyone. i smiled and nodded. jax and story cheered, making all of us laugh. i looked at justin, who was laughing along but i knew he was already missing me, and i was still there.

"wait, you're coming home?" rocky said, excited. gosh i miss him. i smiled and nodded, feeling justin's hand on my lower waist. it sent chills down my spine.

"yea, i am." i said, leaning softly against justin. i know he needs me close right now. i kissed jax's head and looked at the lynches.

"that's amazing laura! we missed you!" ratliff said, making me giggle gently. i nodded and looked around. "take a seat guys, let's talk for a while." he said softly, a bit shy. but we decided to actually sit down with them. justin was besides me, jax and story were sitting together in the floor, and pattie and jeremy sitting next to the lynches.

"you can stay with us, we wouldn't mind." jeremy said, making my heart melt. they actually like me. they like me. i started smiling like an idiot. justin grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers.

"yes please laur!" jax said, pouting. he was so cute. looking at him reminds me of how bad i want a babyboy.

"fine. but just for a few weeks, okay? i don't wanna bother you guys." i said, leaning my head on justin's shoulder. we seemed like a couple and gosh, did that make me happy? ross was paying attention so closely, and rydel was giving me the 'bitch u better tell me' look.

justin's phone started ringing, he unlocked our fingers and grabbed him phone from his pocket. 'general jack' read his contact. he stood up and walked away from us to answer the call. i just heard the lynches talk about their concert and how good it was. then justin came back.

"i have to go. turns out, some of my reclutes got into a fight." he said, biting his lip while placing his phone in his pocket. i sighed and frowned. fuck i don't want him to go.

"okay son, be careful out there." jeremy said, standing up and giving his son a big hug. delly stood up, along with me and the kids. i know pattie hates being away from justin. so her eyes were extremely watery.

"take care, okay?" she said, trying to keep her voice strong. justin sighed and hugged her tight. it was such a sad moment. it was the same as two months again. another goodbye but this time harder. he pulled away from their hug and picked up the kids, and started kissing them a hundred time, making me giggle.

me and rydel were holding hands. this was hard for me. i don't want him to go. i want him to be with me! to sleep in the same bed as me, to wake up next to him, to eat with me, to go on dates and cute shit but no. i can't. i sighed and looked down as he placed story and jax down. rydel let go of my hand to hug him. the lynches were looking at this moment like it was a movie.

after rydel and justin hugged, it was my turn. they pulled away and i saw him. his eyes has saddened. i hugged him fast and so tight. he hid his face into the crock of my neck. i could feel his warm breathing on my skin. his hands were on my lower waist, hugging me really tight. everyone was looking. and it made me a bit uncomfortable.

"you'll call right?" i said, tangling my fingers in his soft, blonde hair. he nodded, starting to pull away from our hug. i sighed and nodded, fixing his shirt. he was still staring at me, in awe and it made me blush. i could hear a few 'aw's' which made us smile.

"just four months and i'll be home with you." he said, kissing my head. i sighed, four months. that's so much. he'll be back for thanksgiving. i mean at least, he won't miss christmas. or story's birthday. but until then, im gonna miss this boy like crazy. then i did it, infront of everyone.

i placed my lips on his. everyone gasped but of course, story and jax clapped. he kissed me so soft, i felt like i was in heaven. he was my heaven. we kissed for what it felt like years, but i didn't wanted to let go. and i could feel like he didn't wanted to either. we pulled away, for air. he leaned his head in mine and looked into my eyes. he then kissed my head, his grip becoming loose. and just like that, he walked away.

i placed my hand on my lips, still feeling his lips on mine. i sighed and turned around, finding everyone looked at me in shock. i stood there frozen, not knowing what to do. story and jax were happier than ever. ross was rolling his eyes, riker was in utter shock, rocky was smiling, cause he knew i had tiny little feelings for him, rydel was in a happy shock i can say.

"oh dear! should i say welcome to the family?" pattie said breaking the silence, while giggling. i laughed softly, while she hugged me. i felt like i was getting married what the fuck

"no, you need to tell me the details!" rydel said, squealing in excitement. i giggled, pulling away from pattie's and i's hug. this was kinda cute. i felt cute.

"wait mommy, does that make him my real daddy?" story said, while looking up at me, smiling. i gasped and giggled while picking her up.

"i guess it does, baby." i said, causing her to squealed excited. and jeremy, he was smiling and from what i've learned, it was hard to make him happy. pattie, i could bet she was planning our wedding and naming our kids. but ross? he looked mad, but mad, in a terrifying way.