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Eleventh Poem- If You

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If you 

                          
If you knew the real me

                          
The one drowning in self hatred 

                          
You would have thought

                          
How I manage to smile and instead not flee 

                          


                          
If you felt the pain I do

                          
That brings me to my knees

                          
You would have thought

                          
How lucky you are that it wasn't you 

                          


                          
If you saw my tears

                          
That stream down my face at night

                          
You would have thought 

                          
That I had seen and lived my greatest fears 

                          


                          
If you knew the real reason for my scars 

                          
That are every where in my worn out body

                          
You would have thought

                          
That I am like a dying star 

                          


                          
If you knew the thoughts 

                          
That have taken over my mind 

                          
You would have thought 

                          
That they reminded you of gunshots 

                          


                          
If you knew how all this happened

                          
In this past year

                          
You would have thought

                          
How I could continue to live with this type of fear

                          


                          
If you understood how I ended up this way

                          
Including the pain and all 

                          
You would have wondered 

                          
How I could smile for others everyday 

                          


                          
By DEVILSANGEL7 

                          

                            

                                I did not update yesterday because I did not get the chance too
                            
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            

                            

                              
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I did not update yesterday because I did not get the chance too. But I did write 2 poems the day before that.😁 I wrote this really quickly because I have been pretty busy lately and I did not edit this as well so sorry about it. THANK U SO MUCH FOR READING MY POEMS!
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