Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 4

- yoongi

I opened my eyes and decided to just lay there for a while. I looked over to see that it wasn't too late. It was 8 in the morning and I didn't know if I should go ahead and get ready so I would be able to go to Jimin's place. I finally picked myself up and went into my shower.

A towel covered my lower body as another hanged on my neck. Water droplets were falling from my wet hair as I went over to my drawer to go find some clothes. I decided on an outfit and was about to change when I heard a knock on my door. I went ahead and opened it to find a wide eyed Jimin. "Uh, I have breakfast ready so you can come over whenever you'd like."

I was about to respond, but he quickly turned around and left. Tripping over his own feet he ran into the door and was finally inside. I closed my door and changed into my clothes. I took my bag along with a black hoodie and went out the door. I knocked on his door, but I received no response. I turned the knob to find it opened. I stepped in to be greeted with coldness. Everything was white and clean. There was little decorations around the apartment, making it seem so lonely.

"Oh you're here, please take a seat." I followed him from behind. He was so small, not that I'm way bigger than him, but still looked fragile. The way he would move made him look so elegant. We reached a small table that had two seats. He sat down and I sat across from him. I stared at how he picked up his spoon. He looked so tired making it seem like he couldn't do anything too extreme. He looked up, catching me staring at him.

"Is the food okay or would you prefer something else?" His eyes filled with worry. I gave a smile and could see his shoulders relaxed and his eyes return to stones. "The food is fine, thank you." I picked up my own spoon. 

We ate in silence. The only sound that was available were the clatter of the spoons and plates. But I was okay with that.

"Jimin, have you been sleeping?" He quickly turned towards me as he placed his glass of water down. We stared at each other before he decided to answer me. "I haven't been able to sleep this past few nights." It looked as if he wanted me to stop and not ask any more questions. 

However, I couldn't help myself. I was too curious. "Why?" His eyebrows furrowed in together and his stare was no longer on me. "I have nightmares that keep me awake at night." I was surprised at the fact that he even answered my question.

He kept tugging at the ends of his long sleeve and I noticed that he was shaking. "Well, if you ever need me, you can come over to my place whenever I'm there." He nodded and we went back to eating our food. Well it seemed like I was the only one eating because Jimin would just move his food from side to side. Was he okay?

He snapped me out of my thoughts by asking me if I had always worked at the music shop. I did in fact had another job, but it was a job that caused a lot of problems. Problems that I'd like to forget. "No, I've been working at the music shop for as long as I can remember." I didn't want to lie to him, made me feel like a horrible person lying to him.  He made an 'ah' sound as he got up. He took ahold of my now empty plate and his plate. He had barley eaten a thing.

As I paid close attention to him, I noticed that his clothes were baggy and his face was abnormally thin. There were so many things that weren't "normal", but somehow I still found him stunning.

Decided to give you guys a little update. I hope you all enjoy ~ iris