Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 14

-yoongi

There in front of me laid Jimin in red water. I ran over to him and pulled him out. I checked for a pulse, but couldn't find one. I placed my ear over his heart and I could hear a faint heartbeat. This is all a nightmare. This can't be real. I pulled my phone out and with shaking hands dialed for help.

"Yes, I need help right now! He-he, just send someone!" I yelled into the phone as I held onto him. I was soaked with water and my white shirt was now splattered with red.

This can't be happening, I thought we were doing good so far! Why did he decide to do this?

"Sir, we need you to tell us the address."
I gave them what they wanted, but I continued to clutch onto him. Afraid that it may be his last time with me.

"Please, please don't leave me right now Jimin. I need you, just please hold on." I no longer new if my face was wet because of my tears or because I held him close to me. I was going to ask him to be mine tomorrow. Please this can't be happening. 

"Jimin, I still need you. I promise I'll love you till my last breath. Just don't go, don't go." I rocked his body in my arms, not wanting to think the worst. I was then pulled off of him and paramedics came in. I got up watching them take my life with them. "I-I need to go with him." 

"Sir, follow me." I didn't question her, I just wanted to be with him. I got in the ambulance and rode off. Everything seemed slow. We were running out of time and I knew this may be the last time. I grabbed his cold hand in mine and brought it up to my lips. I softly kissed his hand as I grabbed it tightly not wanting to let go. But I need to.

If its time, then go. Don't hold back. I will meet you soon and then we can be together. Just wait for me. His heartbeat then started to become nothing by the time we arrived at the hospital. "Hurry, we are loosing him!" They rushed inside as I stood there looking at him one last time. 

Even at his worst, he looked like an angel in my eyes. The lady ushered me into the waiting room as I sat down on the hard plastic chairs. I wanted to leave, I wanted to be with him. I could hear cries of heartbreak and some were even laughing of happiness. I couldn't feel anything, I didn't know what to feel. 

Goodbyes can be heartbreaking moments in our lives ~ I r I s