Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 13

-yoongi

"Hyung, do you ever just want to be a kid again?" I thought of what Jimin had asked me. "Yes and no. I would like to be a kid to where I wouldn't have a care in the world and just be stress free. But then again, if I was a kid, I wouldn't be able to understand some feelings that I am able to now." Jimin stayed quiet and just cuddled closer to me.

"Hyung, I have something to say and it may sound stupid right now, but I want to have kids one day." I pulled him away and made him look at me. "That is not a stupid thought. If you wish to have a family in the future, you will be able to have the family you have ever wished if you make it happen." He looked at me with a giddy smile and turned to look at the children once again.

Unfortunately, we had to go back to our place since I would have to enter a bit early today. Jimin decided to stay at his again so I was locking up my place before going to say goodbye to him. "Yoongi, you don't have to say bye. I'm not a little kid." I took his head between my hands and pulled him to me. "I know you're not a kid, I'm just worried." I pecked his forehead. "I'll try to be here as soon as possible and if anything happens, don't think twice about calling me." "Yes, yes, I understand now go." He gave me a push making me go downstairs.I had this uneasy feeling and  I could feel it slowly eating at me.

I arrived at the store to see Jae talking to some guy at the front. I gave him a wave and went to the back to clock in. I walked back out to see Jay coming my way with the guy following him. "Yoongi, this is Yixing so please show him the ropes." I nodded and went on with showing him how stuff worked around here.

We were both just sitting down since we had nothing else to do. Yixing was actually very chill and quiet. "So Yoongi, anyone special in your life?" I was surprised at the fact that he had started a conversation since I was the once starting them. "Actually I have this one person and I'm thinking about asking him out tomorrow."

 He pat my back while he gave me a smile, "Don't worry, I'm sure everything will turn out okay. I remember when I felt like that when I had asked my boyfriend out. It was nerve wreaking, but Suho was the best thing that could've happened to me." I chuckled and hoped that everything was going to be okay.

Time had flied by and it was finally time to close. We all parted ways and I walked over to my place as quickly as I could. I finally arrived and inserted the key not wanting to be in the cold any second later. I entered and I was greeted with silence and darkness. I walked over to his room to find no one there. I double checked the living room and found no one. I quickly ran over to the bathroom to find it shut. "Jimin! Please open the door! Jimin answer me damit!"

I slammed my body to the door. I didn't care if I hurt myself, all that I could think of was Jimin. Finally the door was busted open and right there I felt like my life was slowly leaving me. 

Don't take things for granted ~ I r I s