Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 11

-yoongi

I was currently at the shop. It was surprisingly busy, and I had to work overtime since Jay couldn't manage by himself and Goldi had quit. "Yoongi, could you to the back and check if we have any vinyl records for TØP?" I gave him a nod and went to check. I was moving boxes when suddenly one fell onto my foot. "Shit! That flipping hurt." I limped over to where Jay was standing and handed it to him. 

I went back to ringing people up when a bunch of rowdy kids came in. They were pushing each other to where I was standing while they all were talking amongst themselves. "Okay kids, what do you want?" One looked at me with a boxy smile. "Well I was asking myself if you are single by any chance?" Are they serious?

I gave out a loud laugh which attracted attention from the rest of the costumers. "Listen boy, you will either tell me what you want or get out. You are way too young for me." He leaned over the counter and spoke in a low voice. "The name is Taehyung, and I can show you that I'm not just boy in the sheets." 

I crossed the counter and grabbed him by the back of his shirt and pulled him out the store, "Sorry, but I'm taken." The rest of his friends followed him as they made fun of him. I shook my head and went back to work.

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I walked in to my dark place and checked to see if Jimin was in my room. It was empty. Maybe he just decided to sleep at his place. I went into the shower and got ready for bed. I laid there in my empty bed. I couldn't fall asleep without him here. I felt lonely. I grabbed a hoodie and my slippers. I went over next door and took out a spare key that he gave me.

I entered his place and saw that he was curled up on the sofa. I went to pick him up and noticed he was freezing. I quickly got him to bed and covered him up as I got in with him and cuddled him from behind. I held his frozen hands in mine while I listened to his soft breathing. 

I thought I knew what it was to truly love someone, but I have been mistakenly wrong. I was left alone after him, and I thought it was the end of my love life. But with Jimin, it's something different. If I were to ever lose him, it wouldn't just be the end of my love life, it would be the end of me for completely. I don't ever want to lose him.

Even if he may not be able to understand, I will make him know what it truly is to be happy with someone.

Love yourself first before you decide on loving someone else ~ I r I s