Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 8

-yoongi

I felt warmth. My eyes were greeted with the sight of a beauty. Wrapped in my arms laid a sleeping Jimin. He looked so at peace and well rested. I carefully moved out of the bed trying not to move him. I went into the bathroom and washed up and headed into the bathroom. I started on the pancakes while I pulled out the orange juice.

The place was slowly being engulfed of the smell of food. I looked up to the bed when I heard creaking and to find a half awake Jimin rubbing his eyes. His hair was going out in all directions, but to me, that's what made him even more adorable.

He looked around in confusion as I went to the table with his food. "Jimin, food is served and I expect for you to eat at least half of it." He looked at the food and made a disgusted face. He sat in front of it and continued to poke at it as if it were trash. "Jimin, stop playing with your food." He looked up at me and pushed away the food. "I'm not hungry." I let out a sigh.

And so the journey to a healthy life begins. "Jimin, please just eat at least three bites." He finally picked up the spoon with shaky hands and picked some up. He took a bite and slapped his hands on his mouth. With a forceful swallow, the food was gone. But not a minute later he stood up and ran to bathroom.

I ran after him but the door was slammed shut in front of me. I knocked on the door yelling for him to let me in. It took me some time to get to him, but he eventually opened the door. I took him in my arms as he curled up and started crying. "I want to get better, I promise you I really do. Its just that its hard because who would ever love someone like me? Someone who is fat and ugly."

His words were slowly breaking me. How is he able to think of himself so lowly? My hands engulfed his face as I pulled his closer to mine. "Jimin, you are far from being ugly. Yes, you may be rough around the edges, but that does not mean someone won't be able to love you." His wide eyes looked into mine. I felt a small fire ignite within me when he looked at me. I'm not able to explain it, all I know is that I wish to feel like this for as long as I can.

I felt cold smaller hands being placed on mine. Even if they were cold against mine, I felt it pleasing. "Yoongi...If you decide to stay with me, you do know its not going to be easy?" I gave him a sincere smile, "I'm willing to do anything to get you to love yourself." He moved his face from my hands and put it between my shoulder and hugged me tightly. "Thank you Yoongi."

Love every single bean that is reading this ~   I r I s