Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 6

-yoongi

My eyes were wide open, he wouldn't stop. I don't know what was going through me, all I knew was that I had to make him happy. I pushed the door open and took the blade away from him, throwing it away from us. I hugged him and put my face on his neck and started to cry. My sobs were loud while he silently cried and just sat there.

Out of no where he started thrashing in my arms. "Leave me alone, I don't want you here!" My now clean shirt had red stains. I got ahold of his hands as he continued to yell at me. "Why did you do it?" My voice was shaking as I asked him the question. He stopped moving before replying, "I don't need to answer you."

No, he didn't have to, but I am worried. "Jimin, please don't do this." He was finally able to get out of my hold and pushed me away. In the process I hit my head on the sink, but paid no attention to it. "Leave! I don't want you here, I can deal it by myself." I shook my head and stood up trying to reason with him.

Suddenly, my face was facing the other direction with a sting. Jimin had his hand in the air as he looked furious. "I told you once, so don't make me tell you twice." That was the second time he had pushed me away. I swallowed my words and grabbed my items and left him alone in that place. I wanted to go back and tell him that I was there for him.

Before leaving I got a piece of paper and wrote down my number with my name just in case if he wanted to talk to me. I closed his door and went over to my place. When I entered my room, I took off my clothes and went into the shower as stared at the blood that went down the drain that I had gotten on my hands and from my wound to the head. Once I was done showering, I noticed that on the side of my head wouldn't stop bleeding. I bandaged my head which may not have been the best work, but at least it stopped it from bleeding for now. I changed into my sleep wear and flopped on my bed.

He kept entering my thoughts and wouldn't leave. Jimin is like an angel that's hurt, that seems to have lost hope. But I want to be the one to show him otherwise no matter how hard it is to get closer to him.

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I woke up to a thump on my wall and the first thing I thought of was Jimin. Without thinking twice, I ran out my place without a shirt and burst through Jimin's door. I called out to him and received a groan in response. I followed the noise into a room that was abnormally cold.

Right in the corner sat Jimin as if he were in pain. I ran over to him making him face me. "Jimin are you okay? What's wrong? What happened?" He pushed my hands away from him and finally looked at me. "What are you doing? I just accidentally slipped. I already told you to leave me alone so please leave." Jimin's cold voice pierced through me.

I just want to help you, why can't you see that?

Please love yourself because I'm pretty sure you are unique in your own way and are one hell of an amazing person ~ I r I s