Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 15

-yoongi

"Min Yoongi," I got up and stared at the doctor. I waited for him to say that everything was okay. That somehow a miracle had happened and Jimin was waiting for me in the room. But I knew all of that was bullshit. "I'm sorry, we were too late." No, I was too late. I wasn't there to stop him in time. I had failed him. "Sir, it seems he left this." I looked over to the lady who brought me here and took what she had.

A piece of paper crumbled up with blood stains covering it. I stuffed it in my pocket and ran out of the building not wanting to be here any longer. I ran. I didn't know where I was going and I didn't care. I had no purpose anymore. I came to a stop and looked around. There was no one around. The lonely street was so quiet that the wind was the only sound. I leaned on the rail of the bridge and decided to take out the piece of paper and read it.

Dear Yoongi-hyung,

If you're reading this, then it must mean I have finally taken my departure. I know you may feel confused, angry, or sad, but please don't blame yourself. I am thankful for the best memories you have given me. I wish that it wouldn't be like this, but my demons finally caught up. One thing that I will forever regret is not telling you how much I love you. So there you go, I've said it. I, Park Jimin, love and will forever love you, Min Yoongi. Please be happy and make your own family.

Love, Jimin

My eyesight had now become blurry. Sobs were flying out of me. "Jimin, why? Why did you leave me? How am I supposed to make a family when I wanted a family with you." My hands made contact with the freezing rail. I swung one foot over and then the other. The frigid wind was slapping me in the face making me realize this is the hard truth. He will no longer come to me.

I guess I'll have to go to him. "I love you too Park Jimin, just wait for me." I finally let go and I could feel myself falling. I closed my eyes wanting for everything to be over. I welcomed the pain and I suddenly didn't feel anything. Park Jimin, I'm coming for you.

the end