Hold On // Yoonmin

Chapter 5

-yoongi

"Thank you for having me over." I was standing at the doorway with Jimin in front of me. We barley spoke, but I loved every minute I was able to spend with him. His pale cheeks turned to a rosy pink and quickly said 'your welcome' before shutting the door.

I made my way down stairs as I walked to the store across the apartments. Puffs of warm air would escape my mouth and I could feel the tip of my nose turning red along with my ears. My life seemed so simple and boring. Like a cycle, but now that Jimin is here, I wonder if things will still be boring.

I arrived at the shop to see Jae stocking up. "Hey Yoongi, do you mind going to the back and brining me the box that arrived today?" I gave him a nod and went to the back. I looked for the box that had today's date and finally picked it up. I turned around to be surprised by Goldi. She walked closer to me and placed her hand on my shoulder. "Goldi what are you doing?" She licked her lips and looked into my eyes.

I could feel myself feel uncomfortable. "Yoongi, you make me feel different and I know you told me to stop it, but I can't stop." Her face was getting closer towards mine and I could no longer stand it. I moved away from her. I didn't want to act like a dick to her, but if she wasn't able to understand that I didn't like her, then there is no other way.

"Look Goldi, I have no interest in you and never will so if you could grow up and accept that, then it will make my life easier. And FYI, vagina's aren't the only thing I like and when I do, its definitely not yours." I left her and went to go do my job.

Not a few minutes later, Goldi walked out crying and told Jae that she quits and left. I did feel guilty, but she wouldn't stop bothering me after countless times that I've told her no. I gave out a big sigh and rubbed my eyes. "Yoongi, what did you do?" Jae looked at me in a disappointed manner. "I told her I wasn't interested, guess she couldn't handle it."

I went back to whatever I was doing before I got interrupted hoping the shift would just end.

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I was allowed to leave early since Jae wanted to stay a bit later. There were a group of guys on the other side of the street that were making a ruckus, pushing each other and then laughing it off. From the way they were walking, it could be seen that they were drunk.

I had gotten closer to the apartments and went upstairs. The sound of my footsteps echoing off the building. I put my key in but before turning it to open, I noticed that Jimin's door was open. I made my way over about to call out to him, but decided against it. I slowly entered, the place was dark, with no light shining. I went in deeper and found another door opened.

I peeked inside and what I saw made my heart break. No, why is he doing this?

There in front of me sat Jimin decorating his skin with a blade while tear drops fell to kiss his hurting skin.

This chapter makes me want to cry, but then again I always want to cry. Also, I in no way am I motivating for people to do this. If you ever have thought about this or are then please go and get someone that cares about you to help you out. Love you all ~ iris