Chapter 1

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Afternoon and nothing to do. I have my iPad (technically mine and my sisters). I'm about  to do my cousins makeup. I ended up making her look like a mermaid using the unicorn blood palette by black heart from hot topic. Then I did my aunt, her color was more of a peachy rose one. I got a whittle girl hoodie from New York. I low key miss it. I also needed a hoodie.


I talked to my dad on the phone. He's moving back, he'll be here with my aunt in a few days. He's driving cross country. I miss him and I'm glad he's almost home. It's been hard without him. I have lots of chores now and my mom gets stressed which means lots of yelling. I'm six months clean, almost seven. I hope I can keep it that way. It's been hard with school, no dad,  socializing. But I not want to sound like I'm whining. I'm grateful that I'm in 3 gifted classes and still have no grade below a C. And my grandparents help out with the house and my mom a lot. She's back in a job, and I'm really proud of her. She's very smart, so she deserves it. Overall, life has its shi.tty moments, but it's not too bad right now. I'm mad at someone I'm close to though. For privacy reasons and not wanting to be a petty biotch that doesn't just talk about their problems and instead rants to other people, I'll keep the person nameless. 


I spent an hour of my life at charming Charlie's. my grandma is a jewelry addict. But it's cool cuz I get chockers. So my first homecoming dance is next weekend. My grandma went crazy when she found out I don't have a dress or a date Andy if I'm gonna get my hair done and my nails. It's semiformal, so it's only a thing freshmans and people with a boy/girl friend do. I don't have a date, I'm not super skinny or pretty. Not too sounds vain, but I do have some features I actually like. Anyone else like that? 


I went out for sushi. It's the reason I'm not a vegetarian. Like Tony the precious turtle. 

Uhg I gotta do homework then sleep. I'm going to maybe sketch or read or something while I'm in bed. Tuesday is celebrity day at my school Andy I'm going as meleinie Martinez.


Im tired good night. Sleepp well

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