My life and stuff

Chapter 35

I...am super tired. But if I get some sleep then maybe I'll live. But I...don't have the guts to skip school. *to the tune of girls/girls/boys*

Great it's math and I am confusion.

HA ahahhaha I get to miss school. The school messed up my forms for sports so yeah here I go to the doctor's office. 

OKAyyyy so turns out this doctor is insane. She rushed in and went over a general checkup. I have to get a frick fracking blood test later and I hate those, the needle and the rubber band *shudders*. Then she starts just going bam bam, tossing out these medications and random diagnosis all over the damn place! First of all I have asthama. but have only ever needed an inhaler a few times in my life...Then I told her about my panic attacks and all that fun stuff and she's like "mmmmm you got anxiety I'll give yee medication". I look at my mom with a "this lady is crazy save me mother".  So she said no, like what the hell what is it going to do, is there something wrong with her, how would it help. After all of these questions that doctor gave up and mentioned therapy. Idk how I feel about it, or if I really need it. I mean the actual sessions were nice and I learned a lot. But would I even find a therapist here that I would "click" with? And do I even need it? On average, each session is one hour and each hour is $150. It's usually once a week or every other week. That's a lot of money.

I went home and did nothing, well I did some homework. Then I had to get ready for track. 

I went back to school to get my forms checked and it was terrible.I got there five minutes before the bell and went to find someone's office. They wouldn't let me in until the bell rang. Keep in mind there are THOUSANDS of kids at my school, so that's THOUSANDS OF ADOLESCENTS THAT ARE READY TO GO HOME OR WHATEVER THEY DO AFTER SCHOOL, RUSHING TO GET OUT ALL AT THE SAME TIME. SO I HAD TO WAIT UNTIL SAID ADOLOSCENTS COULD SEE ME AND THINK THAT I'M WEIRD OR EVEN KNOCK ME OVER SINCE I'M SHORTER THAN VIC FUENTES!!! AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA NOOOO.

Finally got my papers done. God I hate paper work. 

My mom drove me to practice since we were having it at a different track today. I couldn't wait for the school bus and be around so many people after all of that madness. I was already kind of panicking but luckily I calmed down. 

I got there and my phone battery is nearly dead. What if I need to awkwardly wait and make it look like I'm busy?!?! What if it's and emergency and I need to text my mom!?!??! YEEEEEEEEE

I waited for half an hour and no one showed up. So I had to call my mom again to pick me up and I am FRRREEEAAAAKING OUUUTTTTT!!!!!!!

I got home and did a thing guys. Instead of crying in my room per usual, I went *gasp* OuTsIdE and *gasp* DiD aN eXeRcIsE.

I'm tired why do people exercise plz no y tho.