My life and stuff

Chapter 17

I am tired and cold. I hate cold weather. My bed is so comfy but I have to get up uhhhhhgggggg.

I'm chilling under the stairs listening to music. Heaven by Troye Sivan is really good it gives me the feels, and the videos made me cry it's so beautiful and aesthetic with the song it's just wow I have no words.

Math: I am confusion! We're doing shapes and moving them so it's not too bad I actually understand this wow it's a miracle aaaaammennn.

English: we're just reading a story. I am boredom. Wow and this is the hardest class I can take.

Study hall: since I'm shit at math I stayed to practice slopes. I hate slopes.

WOW OKAY SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE HALL AND I SAW A FAMILIAR FONT ON A SHIRT. I LOOK CLOSER AND SEE THAT YES IT IS PIERCE THE VEIL MY SEXICANS. I TAP THE PERSON ON THE SHOULDER AND SAY "I LIKE YOUR SHIRT" SHE SMILED AND SAID THANK YOU. WOW I HAVE FOUND A PIERCE THE VEIL FAN HI HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AND I'N WEARING AN ALL TIME LOW SHIRT HA BAND TEE BUDDY'S!

Health: Honestly I just meme. It's either really boring or a really sensitive topic that hits me in the dark times. It was boring, we were going over notes.

Lunch: I talked with a friend about memes, bands, and dram for almost an hour! She is trash like me, we're both crafting over Sleeping with Sirens new album, "Gossip". I was also talking to this one junior and when he asked how everyone is I'm like "I accept death with open arms". He's like "same, death almost got me once but it got my uncles instead! Yesterday!" I couldn't stop laughing I'm like "sorry...sorry for your loss...sorry can't stop...laughing!"he said " it's fine I hated him! He almost got me with a beer bottle!" Lol that escalated quickly. For some reason (mainly because this senior that likes me friend looks kind of like Sid from ice age) were looking up ICE AGE FANFIC ON WATTLAD DODMDLFNLDNFLDOFKSKFKAMSN.

Biology: I think I'm the only one that likes this class. We have a test on Thursday dammit.

Uhhhhg I'm so stressed out I have a biology test(s), math, spanish, and history! SoMeBoDy KiLl Me!

I managed to tidy my room a bit, second day in a row. OMG WHO IS SHE CUZ IT AIN'T ME! GET ON HER LEVELLLLL.

Aren't these hoodies so cute, I love solid colors and hoods, and I've new meaning to add pastel to my wardrobe.

Buuuuuut...there's just one problem. I asked my mum about these since I have almost no fall/winter clothes and it's getting cold. But she said these are for boys and I'm a girl thus I can not wear it. I asked her why but she said it's because I'm a girl and these are in the boys section. My rebuttal was that it looks feminine and isn't that all that matters? I look better in feminine clothes anyways since I have such a boyish face. But nah, one with a flower would be more appropriate. I litrally gagged when she said that I was like nooooppe! So I guess I'll have to save up since they're so pretty and look comfy. I've never understood why girls can't wear certain boy clothes and vice versa. This hoodie is simpler and looks comfy, and it's cheaper. The sizing isn't complicated either I'm probably a small. When I was little I felt soooooo rebellious for browsing the boys section for like 5 seconds. I actually thought some things looked good and I liked it more than the girls section. But I would never dare, it's for boys not for me. But now I think it's just kind of silly. Would it be different if the label said "girls"? And I'm not wanting to identify as a boy, I just want to wear some comfy clothes. Idk what I think about being trans, I don't have enough facts and perspective to say for sure, but right now I'm a "why not no ones getting hurt."

SO MY LITTLE SISTER LOVES THE "WHERE YOU FROM FOO" PTV SKIT AND SHE TAUGHT HER FRIENDS AND QUOTED THE "I HEARD YOU TAKIN'. I'M SO PROUD!!!

Bleh I feel like I have a cold and icky.

WOW LOOK AT WHO TIDIED THEY'RE ROOM A BIT AND WHO IS SHE WOW THIS IS STRANGE GET ON HER LEVELL

NIGHT NIGHT SLEEP TIGHT.