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Valentines day

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!! <3

To those of you who don't like this day because it's a money scam. Well I don't really buy stuff, cuz I'm single ayyyyy

And yes we should care about the ones we love everyday. But I guess today is like loving a little extra, you know?

I feel special. I was walking down the hallway when one of my friends gave me a beautiful red rose. I carried it around everywhere. She took a pic of me with it.

Then one of my other friends gave me chocolate.

THEN one of my best friends gave me some homemade chocolates we made together. She gave me a hug! She's not really one for being physically affectionate. Tbh, I'm only like that if we're at home or whatever, PDA in most forms is uncomfortable to me.

So music class was awful, as usual. Not to be rude, but my teacher smells like ham. And I didn't get the lesson at all because my computer program was acting weird. lovely.

But english was okay. I left my earbuds at home. We had a class discussion. It was, you know any old day.

Spanish was wild. We made valentine's cards the whole day. It was nice. I was telling my friends to be a bit more positive, it's a nice day! But one of them is tbh really annoying me rn with their bull shit. They're whole personality is just being depressed. They even have playlists, that's all they listen to, all they talk about, all they are. And it's fucking annoying. If someone is actually having a problem, like they aren't kidding about it then yeah I'd be there for them. But this boi isn't even seeming to want to help himself. It's as if he likes being depressed. He points out everything he does that a "depressed" person would do. Like he wears the same clothes everyday. In some cases that can be a sign, but mostly it's not. Or he . just mopes around all day, all lunch, he just feels sorry for himself. I've been through a "depression" myself. Not clinically or anything, but a dark time where I was having a lot of symptoms like that. But the difference is I wanted to get better. It annoys me so much when people pretend to have a problem, or they don't want to get better but still mope around. If someone is going through a hard time and they want to get better, they put effort, then that's a bit different. Anyway, sorry for the rant. I don't mean to offend anyone.

I have a friend where we literally just send memes. Our whole conversation is just memes. He thinks I'm a lesbian. Tbh, I don't know. I'm 14, I've got time. I call him gay cuz he's actually gay (well he's bi, but he likes guys 90% and girls 10%). \

I GOT INVITED TO GO OUUUTTTT. No, not on a date. RIP me. I'm going for pizza with some friends.

Oh fuck I hate this history class. Okay so I like the class, but not what we're doing today. We have to talk. In. Front. Of. People. I want die.

Long story short for the dominoes thing. I couldn't go cuz it was really disorganized and last minute. My friend didn't even know the address. So what if something happened and I needed my parents or something, they wouldn't know where I was.

I was pretty upset for a bit. I cried cuz I have a kind of "trauma" with missing out on things with friends. They usually rub it in my face. But these friends didn't, so I'm keeping them. I stuffed my face with Girl Scout cookies and felt better. My friend called to check on me so I wasn't mad or anything.  Her mom was about to whoop her ass lol.

I feel nice, like yassss I get chocolates and yasssss I feel loved. Happy late valentines day to all of y'all and sending you love. <3