Levedad : The Origin & Renewal of Vampire Prophecy

35 : Saighdiúir De Dia

BRUNO'S POV

I can't believe that we're finally going to Carmel's Camp,

Father always talking about this camp when I was a kid.

I have always wanting to go there, but yeah, my family need me the most after father's disappearance.

I wonder where is he right now,

Is he still alive?

Is he already dead?

If only I manage to bring his soulless body that day,

He would've return to Laurencia safely, and be here with all of us.

I don't know what God has planned for me,

I surely hope it's the best for everyone,

more importantly, best for the innocent creatures in Anaithnid.

Scraping the small dirt on the floor using my shoes, I have a feeling someone is standing behind me.

My head turns slightly around,

it's Jaba, in her Kitty cat black t-shirt, skinny dark blue jeans, her pony tail swift slowly as the wind passes us by,

Kitty cat vampy.

She changed a bit since her arrival yesterday,

More like happy, unlike the usual emotionless her.

I got used to the old her actually,

Pgie said, this happy vampire now is actually the real her,

I think she's right about being a funny person after all.

I guess I have to get used to this happy attitude anyways.

Since she's only acting like this among seven of us only.

The rest have no idea how she really is,

The serious emotionless slayer, I snorts.

"How's it going?"I asked her,

Slowly she sat down beside me, smiling, "I'm good, I guess."

I wanted to ask her if she really is okay, but I figured maybe she don't want to tell me,

She turn her face to me, snorts.

"Have you ever doubt your own existence?"

    I wrinkled my forehead, lips drawn up, "What do you mean?"

"Well,"she sighs, "Sometimes, I have a feeling that I am not Carmel Levedad. I'm way too weak from being her. I felt like, I don't know,"she stoop her head down, "maybe Carmel is someone else, and I am me."

  Nodding reluctantly, as if I understand, but yeah, I do understand what she's talking about, because I felt the same way about myself, all the time. Elad is not some ordinary inventors, he also possessed a supernatural ability. And me? All I know is science and knowledge, nothing more than that, no magical abilities, no extraordinary superpowers. All in all, I'm just a normal geeky teenager.

    I am such a disappointments,

"Me too"she said, making me startled, looking at her in disbelief.

Don't tell me that she can read my mind?

Jaba chuckles, "I can, idiot"

"Really?"

  Nodding smugly, "Yeah. But not everyone though."

"Meaning?"

  "I tried reading some of our senior's thoughts, well, it just a fail attempt. The only conclusion I have now is that, I can only read yours, Pgie, Moon, Kevin, Scott and Odie's."