I think about you all the time
I don't know why.
What is it about you that i love so much?
Why do i crave your hand in mine when we've only spoken twice?
Why do i feel jealousy bubble inside of me when she makes you laugh?
Thinking about you with somebody else kind of eats me alive.
Its like my soul deteriorates.
Then on Saturday you finally noticed me, and I actually felt like I wasn't nobody to you.
I should really stop believing the rumors because that's what hurt me last time, but I guess i'll never learn.
I just wish you'd look past my appearance. I know i'm not the prettiest face in the hall and I know i'm bigger but i deserve happiness just like everybody else.
I feel like I could make you happy, but to you I'm literally nobody.
I freeze when I'm around you, it's like I cant run away. You show your face everywhere I go. Work, school, my mind, everywhere. You're always there to remind me that I'm not worth it.
