finally i'm not alone in the world.
what a way to ring in 2018, with my friends and my love by my side. I got my first new year's kiss.
on a totally unrelated topic, being in love is absolutely amazing. I haven't had someone genuinely care for me since freshman year, i was only fifteen. He told me all of these things and then 2 months later he lost feelings and found them in some 7th grade, mind you he was a junior at the time (eW) but now that i have my baby, i feel like i'm doing so much better.
I hate to say that i depend on other people but i do. it's sad but it's true.
I cant even deny it. But i am so goddamn in love with this boy its insane. The way he smiles makes me so happy, his laugh is so cute, his kiss is to die for, and just feeling his arms around me makes me so comfortable.
I see a future with him and i'm so happy.
even my friends say that he's really good for me, they even said i look like i'm glowing,
and that i look way happier. it's because i am.
I really love being with him, i hope this never ends.
