I hate this whole school.
I hate the fact that I still have feelings for you after you rejected me.
Maybe we just don't have the connection that I thought we did.
I miss the feeling of feeling wanted. I'm tired of feeling so alone.
If I knew how much this would hurt me I would have never tried. Once I got a glimpse of you I was hooked. I just want to be with you, and I just thought this would work. I'm so fucking dumb. Why would a popular boy like a fat, ugly, worthless freak like me. I'm so full of loneliness and fear.
