so much has happened these past weeks. it's all a blur.
i tried out for the school play and wowed them with my audition, and then they proceeded to tell me how "talented" i am, then they didn't cast me. like, nothing.
not even 'background person #5' or anything.
and if i'm really not good enough for a damn school play, am i really that 'talented'? give me a fucking break. And I stopped liking that boy, god that was sooo toxic.
Like he'd give me all these signals and shit and never say anything. I was getting quite tired of being set up for failure, so i decided to knock it off, annnnd i joined tinder.
I got so desperate. I didn't think much of it, really. Then...i met someone (finally). We went on a date saturday and it was magical let me tell you.
We got food and then went back to my house with my friends. and i was taking him home, every single stop light we hit, he'd kiss me.
It's only been a few days since we started going out. And the girl that has caused me trouble since freshman year is trying to get with him. And he reassures me every single day that he wants nothing to do with her, which makes me extremely happy.
Like how the tables have turned.
I was the one trying to get with someone and she'd take them.
oh what a tale of irony.
