(DISCLAIMER, I do not know how an acid high works nor am I condoning the use of it, I’ve never done acid so don’t go off on me if it’s wrong just incase you have taken it before this is all fiction so if I want to make Brendon fuck a dragon, I’m gonna make him fuck a dragon. Kidding, but seriously this is all from doing research and I hope it’s sort of close at least. The only “experience” I have with it is my friend telling me his experience with it so. It doesn’t matter but still, just letting yall know. I put a video up there so you guys can like get the idea on how an acid high works incase you’re interested, they made a close representation on what it looks and sounds like.)
About 40 minutes after taking it, Ryan began to feel the effects of the drug before Brendon. While watching the movie, Ryan noticed that he started to blank out every 5 seconds. He felt light headed, but he felt good. It’s not a similar feeling to a marijuana high, it’s quite different. He felt more rushed and active, and it made sense to him since acid was a stimulant and pot was a depressant.
He noticed that his vision started warping slightly and he began to blink a lot to try and regulate his sight, but nothing worked. Ryan didn’t panic because he knew that it was only because of the drug, but he did feel slightly uneasy because of the unfamiliar effects. To calm himself down, he continuously reminded himself that it will be over eventually and that it wasn’t a forever thing. He didn’t notice that he was slightly swaying back and forth until Brendon pointed it out.
“You’re swaying back and forth dude, ya feeling it?” he asked, Ryan smiled a cheesy grin and nodded. He realized that when Brendon was speaking, his voice sounded slightly muffled, but also really loud. He also noticed that it was because his hearing was coming in and out, but it wasn’t too extreme so it didn’t bother him.
Approximately 20 minutes later, Brendon began to feel the same effects as Ryan, but his were a bit more extreme. Although he wasn’t familiar with that feeling, he blew it off as best as he could because he didn’t want to freak out.
A trip is different for everyone so Brendon knew it would make sense for Ryan to be feeling different than himself. The only problem was that, Brendon didn’t like the way he was feeling. At all. Still, he tried his absolute best to think happy thoughts. He decided to stay silent about it.
Sarah observed the two boys, making sure that they weren’t in any danger. She noticed that Brendon seemed slightly disturbed. “Hey Bren, you feeling okay?”
“Yeah. I’m fine, ya know, just tripping on lsd no biggie.” he joked.
“Well dude maybe you should lay down for a little bit. Anxiety is normal when you’re tripping balls but still if you’re feeling horrible you need to lay down and wait it out. Maybe try sleeping.” she suggested. Her voice became distorted making it hard for Brendon to understand what she had said. After a couple seconds of Brendon just sitting there, Sarah had the idea that he didn’t understand her, so she took matters into her own hands. She moved herself towards Brendon and began to push him down lightly so he was laying on his side. After realizing what Sarah probably said due to her actions, Brendon took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He started to feel like he was falling endlessly through an abyss.
Colorful flashing images popped up behind his eyelids but quickly faded away, so fast that he couldn’t comprehend what he even saw. He felt like his whole body was pulsating. He could almost make out the sound of his own blood running through his veins.
Ryan was in his own world, minding his own business. His colorful imagination flourished right in front of his eyes. It sounded cliché, but he saw things that no one else but him could ever think of. They were clear images, but he couldn't understand what they were actually meant to be considering no sober man could ever see what he saw. The irregular shapes moved in all directions, but it was nothing too out of the ordinary. It got to the point where he figured out that it was only the distorted images of his friends and the tv in front of him. It was all so surreal for him, it was like a dream.
“Brendonnnnn best frieeennndd.” Ryan crawled over to where Brendon was laying down and snuggled up next to him. His arm and his leg draping over the boys body. To Brendon, Ryan’s voice sounded too far away making him believe that it wasn’t actually Ryan who was holding him. Quietly, Brendon began whimpering “no” and shook his head.
Ryan sat up, worried about his friend and moved back. Sarah walked over to the other side of the bed and knelt down in front of her disturbed friend. “Bren, open your eyes. It’s okay, you'll be okay. It's just me.” Sarah began brushing through the vulnerable boy's hair in hopes of calming him down.
His breathing slowed and he stopped shaking his head. He opened his eyes to see Sarah’s scarily distorted face. “Sarah...I’m so dumb why did I do this to myself? What if it does last forever?” his voice trembled, he wanted to grab Sarah but he was stopping himself because he didn't want to hurt her. “Honey no it's okay. We all make mistakes sometimes, it's okay.” Sarah calmed him down as much as she could while Ryan was chilling out in the corner of the bed. He wanted to help Brendon, but he didn't want to cause him any discomfort or trauma.
As time passed, Ryan's high became stronger, though he wasn't worried about it. He wanted to enjoy it.
Ryan looked over at the stand up mirror in the corner of Brendon's bedroom. The visual effects of his high became less and less strong but looking into the mirror, he felt like he felt like he wasn't even staring at himself. It was an incredible sight for him to see, but it was also terrifying to see himself like that. There's no words to describe the image be saw other that it looked like he was melting.
Just like Ryan, Brendon's visual effects started dying down. Visual effects only last for 1% of the experience. The rest is your internal/mental experience. As they became less extreme, he calmed down. “I'm okay Sarah...go see what Ryan's doing.” he told her. She gave him a small smile and proceeded to walk over to the other side where Ryan was.
Brendon sighed, closing his eyes again. He began to calm down more and more as the flashing images became a faded and not as flashy. He started to feel tingly and warm. His blood began to run hot, but in a good way. He started to feel good. Although he was still really anxious, he decides to focus on the nice feelings instead of the bad ones.
Ryan didn't feel bad at all. His body pulsated with excitement and lust. He looked over at Sarah. She was too busy on her phone to pay attention to the two. He then decided to move over to Brendon. “Hey man.” Brendon said. He sat up and stared at Ryan. His eyes just as dilated as he'd expect his own to be. Quickly and cautiously, Ryan kissed the other boy. “Want to mess around?” he asked.
“Dude...Sarah’s right there.” Brendon whispered back. “What she doesn't know won't kill her. Just be low key about it. Imagine how interesting this will be while we’re tripping the fuck out.” Ryan smirked and pushed himself closer to the other.
“Well...alright.”
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Sorry it's short my guys but this was really hard to write 😂 I'm actually writing 13 right now so I'm hoping to get that up soon as well...I hope this is good ;’;
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