Dissolve beneath my feet... (Ereri/riren story)

~His face....~

Erens P.O.V

I sighed trying to listen in on the teacher but my thoughts wondered else where.
I haven't focused on school lately, my mind was always clouded with thoughts of levi and wondering where he was, what he was up to, and If remembered our past life of the survey corps.

'What the hell is he even saying? Gibberish?'
I thought to myself as I looked up at the teacher speaking in my head a different language,
only focusing when the bell rang loudly, telling the rest of the class that it was finally the start of the weekend.

With no hesitation I jumped up grabbing my bag and sketchbook and ran out the door not caring that the teacher was talking to me as I ran out to the halls of crowded Students pushing to get to the exit,

'God, people can be rude...'

I thought getting pushed around

'Can't really say anything though.. I'm one of them...'

When I finally reached the doors to the exit of the hellhole they call school, I took a deep breath happy to be in the fresh air I smiled.

"Eren!"

My smile faded as I looked to the doors of the school and saw Armin tuning towards me

"E-Eren..."

He tried to explain out of breath

"What is it Armin?"

I sighed impatiently tapping my foot
The direction of my apartment wanting to be there

"You haven't been paying attention lately, in class and out of it"

I shrugged and begin I walk away before I felt him tug at my hand

"What!"
I said becoming angry

"Stop putting this off! Eren what is it? What have you been like this?! It's Christmas break and your acting... different! What the hell is it eren? Why won't you talk to me? Mikasa for that matter?"

As the words armin uttered fell from his mouth a felt myself holding back tears.
But stayed silent

Mikasa walked up to us raising an eyebrow

"Eren, please you can talk to us..."

Mikasa was a bit confused so she stayed quite burt her eyebrow was still raised

"Can we... just please not talk about this?"

"No Eren! We have bee worried about you since you remembered the past, but it had suddenly gotten so much worse !"

Mikasa finally got the picture and joined in the endless conversation

"Yeah.. Eren it's been over a year... since you finally remembered everything.. whats wrong?."

More tears fell down my cheeks as I ignored there questions and walked the direction of my apartment trying to forget there worried voices behind

'Why?...'

They begin to walk towards me, noticing I began to run faster until I turned the corner of where my apartment was.