It was a Saturday night, and Cara was out working as always. She got more popular every day, so she also had more work to do. She deserved all of It, but sometimes it got a bit annoying because she was never at home anymore.
I would wait for her every night, but eventually I always fell asleep and when I woke up the next morning, she was gone again.
I also felt kind of sorry for her because she had to work so much. It felt like I was holding her back because when she didn't have to work, she would be at home with me instead of doing something more useful.
She was always tired, so we would fight more often, but we always made up immediately after our fights.
I was watching another episode of How I met your mother, one of the best series ever If you ask me, I was already binge watching it for two days, when Cara texted me.
"Hi babe! I will be home a bit earlier today! We are already done filming, so I'm already on my way home! I should be there in half an hour! Can't wait to see you! Love you and see you soon! Xxx Cara"
I smiled while reading her text message, happy that we could finally spend the night together again.
“Hi babe! That’s great! Can’t wait to see you! Have a safe drive here! Have you eaten already? If not, I will make you dinner. See you soon and I love you! Xxx Y/N”
“I ate already on set. I will be home at half past 8. Love you.”
“Love you too”
I smiled and looked outside. It was already half past 7 and it was getting darker and darker outside. I checked the weather report and it said it was going to rain in half an hour. As long as there wasn’t any thunder and lightning I was fine with it.
I’ve always hated thunder, since I was twelve. Because when I was twelve, my house got struck by lightning and caught fire. I was out with friends, but my parents were at home and they couldn’t get out in time, so they got killed by the fire. Since then I’ve always been scared of thunder and lightning.
Always when there is a thunderstorm I think about my parents and I get panic and anxiety attacks. It’s okay when Cara is at home because she can help me, but one time I was alone and I had to go to the hospital because I couldn’t manage to be calm.
I couldn’t breath and I almost died. Since then Cara always tries to be with me when there is a thunderstorm or she calls me and someone else to check on me.
It already started to rain, but the sky was still getting darker. I was afraid that there was a thunderstorm coming. I just hoped Cara would get here in time before the storm started.
After some time, the episode of How I met your mother ended. I was really thirsty, so I went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. It was already half past 8 so Cara had to be her any second now. I filled a glass with water and walked back to the living room, when I suddenly heard a loud bang from the thunder. It was totally unexpected, so I accidentally dropped my glass, and it shattered on the floor and the water was everywhere.
I looked out of the window and saw lightning. I was immediately scared and I was shaking from my head till my toes.
I bend down to grab the pieces of glass, but I was shaking like hell, so I accidentally cut myself with one of the sharp pieces of glass. It was a really deep and nasty cut and it hurts. At the same time I heard another bang of thunder and I saw another lightning bolt in the air.
I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I just collapsed on the floor, in the middle of the shattered glass. In my head, I just saw images of my dead parents and I couldn’t handle it. My phone was going off for the third time already, but I just couldn’t get up to answer it.
My breathing became more rapid and I just couldn’t get it back to normal. The only thing I could hope for, was that Cara would come back really quick. She was probably the one calling me all the time.
Because I collapsed on the glass, I had a lot of small cuts on my legs and arm, so there was a lot of blood on the floor.
After what felt like an hour, I heard someone gasp in front of me and lift me up to bring me somewhere else.
The person smelled like Cara, so I held her as tight as possible, afraid to let go.
“Breathe Y/N. Breathe.” She placed my hand on her heart and kept talking to me. “Breathe with me. You have to breathe normally before you pass out again. Just follow my breathing. Breathe in, breathe out. Just like that. Come on baby, I know you can do it. Breathe in, Breathe out. Breathe in, breath out. Good, good.”
After a while I opened my eyes again, only to be met with Cara’s beautiful eyes. She looked at me with concern and worry.
I could finally breath normally again and the first thing I did, was hugging Cara. She hugged me back, and then I finally noticed all of the blood on my clothes.
“What happened babe? Why are you covered in blood? Are you hurt? Are you okay? I’m so sorry I was late! There was just a lot of traffic. Why didn’t you answer your phone? I was so worried! And for a good reason! I get home and I see you having a panic attack in a puddle of blood! You almost gave me a heart attack!”
“I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you! I was thirsty so I grabbed a glass of water and when I walked back to the living room, the storm started and I startled me, so I accidentally dropped the glass and when I tried to pick it up, I cut myself by accident. Then I also got a panic attack because of the storm, so I collapsed in the middle of the glass. But I’m okay now.”
“Thank god that you’re okay. Let’s get you cleaned up and then we can watch a movie or something. I love you so much. I legitimately thought you were dying when I came home. I’ve never been so scared. I can’t bear the thought of losing you. I love you so much babe.”
“I love you too babe. And you will never lose me. You can’t get rid of me that easy. I hope I will be around you for a very long time. But lets clean me up now and then we can do something fun for the rest of the evening okay?”
“Okay”
Another part! I'm sorry I didn't write anything for so long! I had a few personal problems, but I'm back now! Please vote and comment! That would mean a lot to me! Thank you for reading!
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