HEALING. (Slow Updates)

Chapter1:

             Wow Can't Believe It
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         I told you I didn't wanna be with you anymore Corinne what the fuck are u not getting through your head he screamed in my face as he poked his finger to my head but I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my eyes and a part of me wouldn't allow myself to unwrap  my arms from around his waist begging him to stay was the only option I could think of so I did just that Malachi please don't leave i promise I'll lose weight I'll bleach my skin lighter just don't leave I need you he pushed me off of him with force and I lost my balance falling to the floor I was a crying mess and his words stung like bees to skin  as he chuckled over me it was never suppose to be you cori always her this engagement was a joke she's having my child she's 7 months pregnant you can't even carry those remember? it's true I had 2 miscarriages but I never thought he would throw it in my face why do you think she took a leave of absence from the company she didn't want u to know I personally didn't care how u felt but genie felt we shouldn't rub it in your face so much newsflash cori your body is sloppy your unattractive your dark skin you will never look like genieva I can't believe I pretended for 2 years to love you this charade is over your pathetic he is right I am I watched him walk out my life and the door slammed shut and I woke up clutching my chest in a cold sweat remembering everything that happen 3 weeks ago when my man left me for my so called best friend of 4 years who he is in love with and she's carrying his child it's funny how this secret relationship was going on around me and I was oblivious to it all or could I have ignored the warning signs that crept in my thoughts because I didn't think the 2 people closest to my heart would destroy it I tossed the half empty wine bottle across the room watching it shatter against the wall what was becoming of my life all I know is my vision began to blur from tears and my chest begin to tighten  not this again the last thing I did before I went into a full blown panic attack was call my neighbor an bestfriend Amina the thought of being alone was becoming to much to bare at this rate death had to be near or was I being dramatic again either way I couldn't breathe Amina bust through the room door using her spare keys she screamed BITCH you fucking stink is that why you dying cause I'm dying get the fuck up breath Heffa we been through these anxiety attacks before she coached me as my breathing returned to normal and she opened the window and begin spraying perfume what the fuck is going on sis ya crib is a mess and ya hair u smell u a big girl I ain't never smelled u a day in my life cori u always been extra clean what is going on talk to me I stared at her long and hard before my lips begin to tremble and I croaked out he left me Mina and he took my self esteem with him he cheated a whole year and a half with genieva and she's pregnant 7 months with his child what can I do to get him back ? Mina say something she looked up to the ceiling Amina what are you looking at I said through my fresh tears I thought I was all cried out by now I guess not I'm looking at Jesus for the right words to say bitch cause this is fucked up and I wanna fight Amina was my friend from childhood that always protected me so when she said she wanted to fight she meant it what I'm gon tell you might hit u hard but I only know how to be real cori you can't do a got damn thing to get him back and why cause I won't allow you to he was not a real man nor the right man for you if he was this discussion would not be taking place he didn't love you Corrine but I do and as your friend I'm going to help you get through this

So tell me what y'all think how y'all feel comment let a sis know what's on ya mind 💬💬💬💬💬💬💬💬💬I made the first chapter kinda long because I wanted y'all to get a full cup of tea and a ear full of the drama