Help Me; Janiel Fanfiction [COMPLETED]

Ch.5

Joeys POV

I walk into school, 9th grade sucks. I barley made it through middle school alive. It being my 15th birthday doesn't make it any better.

I'm always confused, I'm always getting hurt, I always get bullied, I never get a break. I know that sounds far fetched but I never do.

I stop at my locker and Daniel comes running up to me, hugging me tightly. "Happy birthday buddy..." he says, letting go of me. I try not to wince, my newly fresh cuts getting pushed into the heavy fabric of my light blue jean jacket.

"Thanks Daniel, you're the only one who remembered..." I mumble, scratching my shoulder. I take out my books, holding them with one arm.

"Hey Joey it's okay, your mom is going to remember later today..." he says, walking with me to our first period.

"Daniel I know you want to lighten the mood always but believe me, after my dad walked out on us she doesn't care anymore." I say, looking straight ahead.

"Okay... well football practice is today again, are you well enough to play?" Daniel asks, hand brushing against mine. I shiver slightly, stepping to the side. "Yeah I guess, I just have to give that speech today..." I mumble, shuffling my books so everything lines up.

"Joey, he just told you to tell everyone how you can handle being the captain and do school work." Daniel says, trying to calm me down.

"Yeah I know Daniel, but I you know I can't speak in front of a lot of people..." I mumble, walking into our class. "Just try Joey, for me." Daniel smiles at me, before sitting in a desk next to mine. I sigh and open my text book, putting my head in my hands.

- - -

I slip on my shirt, making sure no one sees my scars. I place a fresh bandage on my head, hiding the cut I got last night.

"Happy birthday to me..." I mumble, before walking out of the locker room. I run over to the group of boys who just look at me up and down.

Some whisper, some just stare. I roll my eyes as coach walks up to me. He pats my shoulder, "ready for the speech?" He says. "I guess..." I mumble, scratching my head.

I stand in front of the circle and I get everyone's attention. "Hey guys I need to tell everyone something..." I mumble, trying not to get too much attention.

They all stop their little side conversations and put all their attention on me. I sigh out before talking, "so today is the speech I have to say, I'm not very good at speaking openly but here is what I have to say," I shake slightly, "being captain isn't easy, I have school, a little brother I take care of, and I have to practice extra, then walk home. I know i signed up for this, but everything isn't easy in life. I had to work for this title, I had to work for my classes. Everything isn't handed to you in life, I know this from experience. I work for everything I own, I would tell you my story but I'm not getting into it, I'm just telling you to try your best. People tell me I don't deserve this title, but like I said I worked, I tried my best, and I kept my grades up... I don't know where to end this but just believe in yourself, anything is possible..." I finish, putting my arms behind my back.

Everyone claps, Daniel looks at me smiling. I smile myself before walking over to Daniel, he hugs me before coach yells at everyone to be quiet.

- - -

I pick up my gym bag before I walk out of the locker room, wiping the sweat off of my forehead.

Daniel calls my name, running from the bleachers. "What are you doing here?" I ask, looking at the sun that is setting.

"I don't think you should walk home alone, especially on your birthday..." he says.

"Here you must be tired..." Daniel says, bending down to let me on his back.

I smile before jumping on his back. I wrap my arms around his neck, placing my legs around his waist. He stand up fully, bouncing my up and grips onto my thighs.

I place my head on his and let him carry me, smiling widely.

"You know that I love you right?" Daniel says, sighing. "Daniel I know this, you're my best friend..." I say, putting my head on his shoulder now.

"I remember when you ran away, and then I kissed you in the woods." Daniel says, gripping my thighs tighter.

"Does your boyfriend know? He always looks at me weirdly..." I mumble, holding onto him tighter. "Yeah he knows, he is just jealous of you I guess. Jason won't hurt you though, he knows we are only friends." Daniel says, pulling me up higher.

I breathe in heavy, smelling Daniels cologne, which makes me feel safe.

"So are you seeing anyone?" Daniel says, trying to break the silence. "Haha very funny Daniel, you know no girl will be stupid enough to date me, or guy..." I say, lips moving into a frown.

"I would date you in a heart beat if we weren't this close..." Daniel mumbles, I can feel his body heating up.

"Daniel can I sleep over... Jett is at my sisters house and I don't want to listen to my mom bitch..." I mumble, trying to get away from my mom. "Of course..." Daniel says, hands moving up my thighs slightly.

- - -

I lay down on Daniels bed, setting my phone on the night stand. He lays down next to me, turning his back to me.

"Daniel I told you I would of been fine sleeping on the floor..." i mumble, turning around to face the wall. "Joey I'm not making you sleep on the floor..." Daniel says, covering both of us with his soft, white blanket.

I close my eyes and feel myself start to fall asleep.

- - -

My eyes fly open, looking at the digital clock. "12:30am" it reads. I turn over, feeling Daniels arms wrap around me. He pulls me closer to him, eyes opening to meet mine.

I blush greatly, looking up at Daniel. He places his lips on my neck, kissing gently. I move my head, giving him more access. "Daniel..." I moan out, holding him close to me. "This isn't right..." I say, before he climbs on top of me.

He leans down and kisses me, my arms wrapping around his neck. He starts to grind down on me, my arms tightening around his neck and I moan into the kiss.

- - -

He pulls the blanket back over top of us before sliding himself inside of me. He sighs out before pumping in one time. I groan, head turning to the side.

I know this isn't right, he is cheating on Jason, he is fucking me... his best friend.

After a while he stops after I cum on myself, feeling a hot liquid fill me up. He holds himself up with his hands, looking down at me.

"Joey... I'm sorry..." he says, pulling out of me but still hovering over me. "I don't know what I was thinking... I do-" I cut him off, "Daniel it's okay, let's just go to sleep and forget about this..."

He rolls over and pulls me back into his arms, breathing heavily.

Okay what the fuck just happened.