Anime x Reader Oneshots~

Reiner x reader

4.) What would I do without you?

9.) I'm a monster

14.) I had a bad dream

17.) I could never hate you

18.) You need sleep darling

23.) Baby you're not a bother

55.) I'll always be here for you

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(Y/n) P. O. V. ~

I was peacefully laying in my cabin, staring blankly at the ceiling. All of the girls are out at the other cabin so I was by myself. We had the day off of training because we just got back from a mission yesterday.

My boyfriend, Reiner has been acting really odd since then. I know his little 'Titan secret' and believe me he did not want me to know. It's not hard to guess why, i'm sure he was scared that I would leave him, but I would never do that.

I love him more than anything and if that is a crime, then I am a criminal. (I love being cheesy 😂) I could hear rain beginning to lightly pour against the roof and I really hope it pours so we don't have training tomorrow either.

At that moment, my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. I assumed it was just one of the girls so I went and opened the door. To my surprise, it wasn't one of the girls at all. It was Reiner. He was slightly wet from the rain so I immediately pulled him inside.

"What are you doing here?!?" I questioned him, having no idea what his reason for being here was. He passively shrugged his shoulders and I knew something was wrong. "Reiner...what's wrong? Please talk to me." I say gently, placing my hand on his shoulder.

He took a shaky breath and looked at me with watery eyes. "I had a bad dream." He spoke in a raspy voice and I could tell he was seriously raddled. My heart clenched when I saw how much pain he was in. I pulled him into a hug and whispered to him, "Do you want to come cuddle with me?" He nods weakly and we both head over to the bed.

He lays down and I lay partially on top of him. My head rest on his chest and I traced comforting patterns over his abs. He stared blankly at the ceiling, sleep refusing to join him. "You need sleep darling." I spoke, trying to coax him to slumber. I just want him to feel better, I hate seeing the one I love suffer.

He doesn't respond so I let out a little sigh and giving up the fight. "I'm a monster." His words shocked me as I was not expecting him to talk. I immediately what he was referring to and I slightly sit up to look him in the eyes.

"Reiner..don't say that, I love you so much and it hurts me so much to hear you say that." My eyes were beginning to feel watery and my heart was once again clenching. He sits up completely, causing me to sit up as well.

"But it's true (y/n)! I'm the reason humanity is suffering! I've caused so much pain and deaths, I don't even deserve to live. You probably don't even love me! It's just pity...I bet you hate me..." he starts shouting but his voice gradually dies down and tears begin streaming down his face.

I grab his jaw and gently pull him to look at me. "Reiner....I could never hate you...you mean everything to me. Sure, you've fucked up, but we all have. Don't beat yourself up please. I will always love you, even if you don't love yourself." I gentler stroke his cheek and wiped away his tears.

He pulls me in and places a desperate kiss on my lips, to which I gladly returned. "I'm sorry to be a bother (y/n)." He said as we pulled away. I smile sweetly at him and chuckle softly. "Honey you could never be a bother." He smiles for the first time that night and we both settle back down on the bed.

We lay in silence for a while before he gently whispers to me, "what would I do without you?" My heart swells with love and I couldn't be happier in that moment. Some may say our love is wrong. People will always call me a traitor. But as long as i'm with Reiner, I can face anything. "I'll always be here for you." And with that, we fall asleep.