Anime x Reader Oneshots~

Yuuri Katsuki x reader

A/N: ayyyeee, first yuri on ice one shot! I am absolutely in love with this show and if you haven't see it...go watch it. Anywho, on with the story!!

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(Y/N) P. O. V. ~

It was a peaceful Saturday morning and I had just arrived at my long term boyfriend Yuuri's house. We have been dating for 5 years now and he is the absolute love of my life. Lately though I have noticed something is off about him.

Usually he loves to cuddle and always wants to be next to each other (which I love) but now he won't get near me. Whenever we cuddle he won't get to close. He hugs me as little as possible. It is really starting to bother me.

Yuuri finally has a little off time from skating so we plan to take a small vacation down to the beach. I plan to confront him about what is going on with him. I go to Yuuri's room and find him still asleep. I walk over to his bed and look at his peaceful sleeping face.

As I am standing there his eyes flutter open. He looks to me in slight confusion, "what are doing?" he asks curiously. I smile gently and sit on the edge of his bed. "just wondering how I got this lucky" I reply to him.

A visible blush spreads his face as I lay down and wrap my arms around him. His body tenses and he immediately jolts up and out of bed. "O-oh yah, we are going to the beach today! I better go get ready, haha..." he chuckles nervously as he grabs some clothes and darts out of the room.

My chest tightens and tears well up in my eyes. Did he just push me away? My boyfriend of 5 years just rejected me. My heart clenches painfully and it takes all of my will power to not sob. Am I not good enough. Did I do something? Does he not love me anymore?

So many thoughts are running through my head I barely notice Yuuri re-enter the room, ready to head to the beach. He is hosting a large smile and seems to be back to normal, like nothing happened. I force an excited smile and walk over to him. "Yep, lets go." and with that we head to the beach.

*TIME SKIP (cause author-chan is lazy...)*

We arrive at the beach and quickly unpack our stuff. When we have our blanket down and beach supplies set, we get ready to go in the water. I strip off my clothes to reveal my bathing suit. Yuuri is staring at me, a dribble of blood running from his nose.

I giggle and point to my nose. He seems to get the message and quickly wipes away the blood. "Sorry (y/n)...You're just so beautiful.." he mumbles bashfully, scratching the back of his neck.

"You're fine Yuuri, you are my boyfriend after all." he flashes me a bright smile and places a gentle kiss on my cheek. The display of affection eases my heart and I return his smile.

"Well then, are you ready to get in the water?" he asks me, nodding his head towards the ocean. He was still dressed fully, obviously not ready to be in the water. "Aren't you going to take off your shirt?" I ask him confusedly.

" I uhm...I'm going to leave my shirt on for today" he told me hesitantly. This weird act was the last straw for me. I know something is up. "You know what, I think i just wanna sit on the sand for a while." I tell him and sit down under our beach umbrella.

He slowly comes and joins me. We sit in silence for a while, just staring at the waves crashing against the sand. I try to come up with the right words to say to him and turn to face him. He notices my shift and turns to face me as well. "Are you okay?" I ask him hesitantly. He looks at me with a perplexed look.

"Of course I am, why wouldn't I be?" he replies to me, genuinely confused. "You keep avoiding me Yuuri. You won't cuddle me, you refuse to hug me. It's like you don't love me anymore...If I did something wrong then please tell me so I can try to fix it." I rant to him, tears welling up in my eyes for the second time today (third if you count when I stubbed my toe this morning...).

He face grows sad and I can see tears developing in his eyes as well. "(Y/n) no...I love you more than anything on this planet. You are my everything. You haven't done anything wrong." he tries to comfort me, placing his hand on my shoulder.

"Then what's wrong? There is obviously something bothering you and I want you to be able to rely on me. Please Yuuri." I whimper, tear escaping my eyes and flowing down my cheeks. He stutters, trying to find words to say and finally heaves a deep sigh.

"I'm just insecure. I'm scared I will get fat and you will be repulsed by me. You know I gain weight easily and I just want you to be happy. You see all of these other skaters with these amazing bodies and I am not that. I'm scared you won't love me anymore..." he joins my crying and his hand falls dejectedly off my shoulder.

"Yuuri...I could never stop loving you. No matter what you look like, you will always be my one and only. Nothing on this planet could ever change that." It was my turn to comfort him as I pull him into an embrace.

Thank god the beach was nearly deserted today or this would be embarrassing . His shoulder shake with sobs and he finally returns my affection. We stay in an embrace for a few minutes until we both pull away.

I wipe the tears from his cheeks and kiss his lips softly. "I love you Yuuri. No matter what." he finally gives me a smile after all the tears. "Thank you (y/n). I love you too." with that we join for another kiss, all the stress gone. It's like a weight off of both of our shoulders, to know our love is everlasting.

A/N: So this was technically the first chapter of this book because all the other one shots were from my other book. I'm not sure how much I like this one but it's okay because my love for Yuuri overrides my hatred for my writing. Anywho, I hope you enjoyed and keep reading my lovelies~💕