MOXLEY (A Dean Ambrose serial killer fic/Mature smut content)

Positive over negative

"Should I really have been the one to get this?" I was sat down in a chair, watching nervously with embarrassment as Seth whispered to Dean harshly and handed him a pharmacy bag. It was a bag from the 24/7 pharmacy just in town. I knew exactly what was in that bag and the fact Seth was even annoyed for being informed about my possible pregnancy had me upset. Dean snatched the bag, I took notice of the red marks from where the hand cuffs had previously been. Dean had used some tools to remove them but it wasn't pretty to watch. "I'm a wanted man! You said yourself there is a man hunt for me. It would only take one call from the clerk to have me arrested!" Seth's nodded with defeat. Turning to me Dean held a soft smile and stepped towards me. I silently looked up to him, he held out the bag for me to take which I did with hesitation. "The bathroom is just in there" He informed me, nodding his head to the back of the warehouse a few feet away. I looked to the door silently but then sheepishly looked back to Dean. His hands in his jean pockets as he showed he was just a nervous as me. "If I am...what will happen?" I asked him, my voice barely audible as Seth closed the doors and locked them shut with him also inside. "I told you we will figure that part out later. I won't leave you alone. I promise." I stood to my feet slowly. I wanted to cry again but I did my best to hold it together with a deep inhale in and then out again. "You're turning yourself in though. What am I supposed to do then?" I asked him, unsure if I could even cope on my own with a child. "I have plenty of money stacked away to support the both of you. I will always be here, I'll just be in jail. I doubt I will get the death sentence if I can somehow frame Bray for most of it". I wasn't sure about Dean's logic but right now I knew we both had to know. "I love you, no matter what" Dean told me, placing his arm around me and pulling me into his chest. I stood like a statue, letting him place a kiss to my head as I held the bag in both hands and then allowed him to pull away. Silently I turned on my heels and headed for the bathroom. Once inside I turned the light on and took one last look towards Dean. He was looking at me also, our eyes meeting as we both sadly smiled to each other. This was one huge mess. I never expected my life to end up this way.

Closing the bathroom door I did what I needed to. There was three tests in the box but I only used one. Once I had done the test I placed it onto the sink counter and picked up the box. Three minutes was going to feel like a lifetime. I sighed out, pulling the toilet seat down and sitting myself onto it. I stared at the ground as I waited, patiently surprisingly enough. After almost three minutes a soft knock sounded on the door and Dean let himself in to find me sat there an emotional wreck. I kept my eyes down as he closed the door behind him, kneeling down in front of me and cupping my cheek to have our eyes meet. "It's going to be ok. Can we look yet?" I shrugged unsure. Had it been the whole three minutes? I silently looked back to him. Unable to speak when he took it upon himself to reach up for the test. Keeping my eyes on him I watched as he looked down at the test, his face showing no signs of what it said until he looked back up at me. "Rachel..." He started. Joy filling his eyes but his face showed remorse. "You're pregnant..." Those two words repeated quickly in my mind as he waited for my reaction. I didn't know what to feel or what to think. Dean smiled up to me but this time there was no sadness behind it. Tears fell down my cheeks as we held eye contact for the longest time silently. "Talk to me....what are you feeling?". What was I feeling? I wish I knew myself. I didn't reply, instead I bit my lip and began to sob. "It's ok. I won't leave you I promise". "Yes you will! You're going to jail! I won't ever get to be with you again! I won't ever be able to have you with me! Our child will never know you!" I fell forward into Dean, clinging to him once again which he allowed me to do and held me also. I felt dread at the thought of bringing a child into this mess. My parents would be so ashamed of me. They would hate me for bringing a monsters child into this world when they would suggest other options. "If I turn myself in I might not have it so hard. Not only that but Seth might have a plan. We might be able to set Bray up for everything" I pulled back, sobbing slightly as I tried to read Dean's face for any lies.