Faith, Hope, And Love (Dean x *suicidal* Reader)

Chapter 7

"Where are we?" You ask. There was silence for a few seconds, you guess sam wanted dean to respond, seeing as he hasn't said much to you since you left.

You see sam roll his eyes then he turns towards you, "Not far at all from where we just left. We still have a few hours 'till Ohio."

"Oh,ok." You say looking at your hands. Wanting to cry. You felt miserable. You were a terrible girl and you couldn't stand the thought of dean being this mad at you. You saw a sign for a rest stop and you told them you had to use the bathroom. Once they had pulled over, you ran into the little building full of vending machines and concession stands, bag in hand. You look for the bathroom and head in as soon as you find it. You look around and realize it's a no stall bathroom. Just a single toilet and a rusty old sink. You set your bag on the sink, and reach into a "secret" compartment only to be greeted by a sharp object, biting at your fingertips. You pull it out and see it shine against your palm. A beautiful creation made by humans themselves. You felt tears coming and you remember what dean said in the dream, and what he said in the car. You flip the blade up to your fingers and close your eyes, letting a waterfall rain down upon your skin. You open your eyes, and look down. You push up your sleeve, and decide where to cut. Since it was your first time, you just grazed your wrist with the sharp blade, letting it draw a small line of white on your skin. You dig a bit deeper, you cringe as it stings a bit, digging into the first layer(s) of your flesh. You lift it back up and see a few little beads of blood building up. You drop the blade in the sink and stare at your wrist. It's pretty, but it makes you forget what has happened for a bit. You back up against a wall and slide down it, burying your face into your lap. You feel your cheeks getting wet, it wasn't until then that you realized you were crying. You cover your mouth, trying to keep under control. After a while of crying, you figured sam would come looking for you soon, so you gather everything up and head out, pulling your sleeve back down, covering your new masterpiece. You walk out the back door to the little building and walk around it. Suddenly, you see that Zoey demon appear and you back away.

"Awe, sweetheart. Don't be afraid!" She reaches out and touches your face, you flitch and she grips your face tightly.

"N-no...please..stop." You whimper and she laughs a bit. She pulls you closer and leans into your ear.

"I just wanted to remind you.." she paused. "Who, you are!" She threw you to the ground and you quickly get back up. But she has already put her foot on your chest. (Of course she had to be wearing heals). You see her smile widen greatly.

"Slut. Whore. Worthless piece of shit." She laughed. You tear up and she's gone. You get up and rub your eyes. You stand up and decide not to tell sam or dean. They'd want to check you for wounds, and then they'd see your wrist. Walking towards the car, you hear the engine start and see them sitting there. You get into the back and nobody says a word. Dean just drives back into the road and sam nods himself to sleep. You look out the window and watch the scenery rushing by.