Chapter 23

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(Just a heads up!-F/n is a fake name sam and dean gave the hospital so there arent any traces of you)

"Can i see her? I want to know shes okay!!" You heard deans voice and your stomach dropped. 'Oh god..' You thought. 'Hes ganna be so mad at me.. ' You heard footsteps come close. You turn your head away from the door and close your eyes. Hoping that Dean will think youre asleep.The door opens and your heart skips a beat.

"Y/N!" Dean nearly shouts. He walks to your side and grabs your hand. You flinch as your entire arm is still sore. "Y/n i know you're awake.." damn.

You open your eyes and look at him. Shit. His eyes were red and puffy. You smile at him. He starts to cry again. You've never seen him like this.

"Dean.." You start to say, holding back tears. You feel so guilty. You made him like this. Its all because of you that he's so upset. "Im sorry-" 

"No y/n I'M sorry i should've seen the signs..i.." You could tell he was having a hard time speaking through tears. You put your hand on his, and smiled as tears ran down your cheek.

*Time skip a few weeks because nobody wants to read about being in the hospital*

"Do you have all your stuff?" Dean asked as he filled out the last bit of paperwork he needed so they would let you leave.

"um..yeah i think so." you smiled at him, your hospital bag in hand.

"Okay! You guys are all set!" The nurse at the desk smiled, "You stay safe now, f/n!" she waved at you while you walked out the door and you waved back. 


Ill be writing again soon loves, my apologies!



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