Faith, Hope, And Love (Dean x *suicidal* Reader)

Chapter 14!!

You sit there, arms and legs crossed. You sigh as you lower in the bed. You close your eyes and begin to drift off.

"Y/n?" Its Cas, he pokes you. "Are you asleep?"

You peep an eye open to be greeted to Cas being too close in your face for any type of comfort. You open both eyes and sit up.

"No Cas. I'm awake" he moves away and  looks at you with that squinty eye and pursed lips look his gives when he's about to say something. "Yes Cas?" You already know what he's going to say, but whatever.

He clears his throat, "Sam and Dean asked me to watch over you,since they're out hunting.." His mono-tone voice soothed you. You rolled your eyes and nodded. Then, an idea popped into your head. One that neither Sam nor Dean would like, but you felt up to it. You were going to go to the place Sam and Dean were going(Not exactly sure where that was or what they were hunting, but Cas could tell you that),and kill whatever it was before they got the chance. It would prove to them that you were indeed capable of hunting with them again.You stood up and went and put on your combat boots(Whatever color and size you'd like).

"um, Y/n?" Cas asked.

"Yeah?" You replied, finishing tying your laces.

"Where are you-?"

"You, Mr, are taking me to Sam and Dean." You turn to him and smile widely. He shakes his head,

"Y/n that would not be wise, Sam,-Dean, they'd be very angry with you-"

"Am i ganna have to do this by myself, or are you ganna help me?" You put your hands across your chest, silently flintching when you grazed your fresh cuts against your torso.

A few moments later, after Castiel had thought it over, he took your shoulder and teleported you both to where Sam and Dean were, or, more or less outside of where they were. In front of you was an old looking house, you looked around, seeing you were in the woods. Your gaze landed on the Impala. You smiled to yourself, and headed towards it, but you felt a tight pain on your wrist.

"Argh, Cas what the hell-!" You spun around and saw a young white man looking you dead in the eyes and grinning. His eyes were pitch black, and his teeth looked rather molded and disgusting. Yep, he was definitely a Demon. Shit, you thought, This wasn't how this was supposed to start. You suddenly clashed heads with him, and kneed him someplace that wouldn't feel nice(CoughcoughWinkwink). You turned and ran to the Impala and opened the trunk, then lifted the 'bottom' and grabbed the first thing you saw, which was a hand gun, closed the trunk and saw the Demon in front of you. His grin was even bigger than before, but filled with anger. You aimed and shot him. He glowed and dropped dead. You heard a loud crash from inside the house. You ran towards it and busted through the door. You looked and saw a staircase.

"Sammy!" You heard Dean shout, followed by a louder crash.  You rushed up the stairs and into the first room you saw. You saw Dean being pressed against a wall being choked, with Sam on the opposite side of the room, lying on his side. You ran over to Sam and shook him.

"Sam? Sam you alright?" You held onto his shoulder and he moved up, and mumbled,

"Y/n? What the hell-"

"Shh, no time to explain, we gotta-" You heard dean drop on the floor and footsteps towards you and Sam, you turn around and stand, looking at a much taller black man, who also had black eyes and that disgusting grin. You hold the gun up and shoot before you even knew what you were doing. As the man dropped, you saw Dean on the floor, and ran over to him.

"Dean? Dean? Dean are you alright?!" You shook him and he opened his eyes. He slowly sat up and you hugged him tightly, he hugged back. You pulled away and Sam Helped dean stand, and you stood as well.

"Y/n, wha-"

"I know i know i shouldn't have come but i couldn't help myself. I'm sorry, I just wanted to prove i could go hunting again and-" You were cut off by dean reaching for your wrist. You pulled away.

"Y/n, you're bleeding. A lot.." You looked down at your hand and saw it was covered in blood. Damn demon must've busted the cuts open. Damnit..You thought to yourself.

"Hehe, i'm fine, really. its just a scratch!"

Sam and Dean shared a worrying glance, before Sam said,

"Y/n its bleeding a lot, are you sure you don't want help taking care of it?"He looked worried and concerned. You just smiled and nodded.

"Nah, ill fix it up real quick when we get to the motel. don't worry i'm fine." You assured him. He shrugged and you three walked out and to the impala.

"So, y/n, how'd you find us anyway?" Dean asked as he put away the guns they had.

"Cas." You quickly replied. You all got into the car and started driving off. You were rapping some bandages around the cuts, and Sam looked back to you. You pulled up your wrist so he wouldnt see the other cuts. "I can do it myself so dont even think about asking Sammy.". He chuckled and turned back around. You finished up and looked out the window again. It was dark now, and the stars were out. You closed your eyes and drifted off to sleep.

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