Emilin Lean Mikalson Salvatore

chapter eleven

Quick recap of my life right now, everyone hates me. Everyone is mad that I didn't tell them that I was related to Nicklaus and Elijah. Elijah being the iduodic jerk he is, told them about how Nicklaus will want Elena for the sacrifice to break his curse. Jermey hasn't talked to me in three days. I pass him at school, yet he ignores me. I started getting back to drawing, which isn't a good thing! I can draw like Nik, but I only do when I feel broken.

I get out if bed, and go to my drawing board. I'm still at the house, but every time I go downstairs, my brothers just glare at me. I grab my sketch pencil, and allow my heart to draw.

I end up drawing a girl with angle wings, with her head baried in her knees, crying. I didn't even realize that I had begun to cry as well. I hear voices downstairs, so I walk to the head of them. I see the whole group here. They all look up at me with hatred except for Alaric, he looks at me with many emotions running through. Pain, pitty, longing.  It's actually quite distirbuing. "Stefan Damon, nay I talk to you two in my bedroom?" I ask. They look at me with looks that make me think they want to kill me, but walk up towards me.

I sit on the bed, and they stand at the doorway. "Would you all please stop ignoring me and looking at me with hatred?" I say calmly. "You didn't tell us you were related to Klaus and Elijah!" Stefan yells. I flinch away from him, but he doesn't even look fazed. "Stefan, please don't start yelling at me!" I say thinking of when father would yell at and abuse Nik. "Its hard not to when I find out a girl I thought I knew is related to some killer!" Stefan yells again. "You do know me! How could you say that?! Did those years as siblings mean nothing to you?! I understand your mad at me, but why are you acting like this is all my fault?! Why are you taking this out on me?!" I scream getting up. "He wants to kill Elena! Your brother wants to kill Elena!" Damon yells. "Are you kidding me?! Your doing it again?! Your always protecting the doppelganger! You always pick her over me! First it was all about Katerina, now its all about Elena! You don't even know anything about my past with my Mikalson side of my family! Did you know that my brother tried to put a dagger in my heart?! No! You didnt! You don't even know all the things I went through!" I scream with tears of anger streaming down my face. They look taken back. "I lost my twin brother when I was sixteen! My mother and father killed me and tried to turn me into a monster! They then forced me to drink blood from an inoccent girl, even after I was spitting it up, because my body wouldn't take it! I found out that my favorite brother I'd my half brother because my mother was unfaithful to my father! My father then started to abuse my brother, and sometimes I purposefully got in the way of! I watched my brother kill my first love right in front of me, and my other siblings did not a thing to help and stop him! My brother daggered my two oldest brothers, then my sister, then tried to dagger me! He even had a special one made for me, since I'm half human! You don't even know half of what I have been put through in this miserable thing I call my life! I even watched two of my brothers fight over a doppelganger, then my two adopted brothers fought over the same girl, now there going to end up fighting over another one!" I scream so loud that even the humans down statues will hear me. They look at me for a few seconds, then walk to me and hug me.