SHATTERED

Goodbye

"As you lower my coffin never cry.. Just smile for me and say goodbye"

Jayson

I walked along the hallway of the school towards my class whe suddenly I bumped into someone.. "hey" Cole smiled with teary eyes.. "hey" I smiled back..

I stared at his eyes and notice the blue.. "are you okay??" I asked.. Cole smiled as he nodded at me.. "what are you gonna do if Im gone??" Cole asked.. "Im gonna miss you" I smiled at him.. He then cried and smiled.. "goodbye.. I love you" Cole said as he ran towards the exit.. I was about to enter the class when I realized how much I love Cole..

I dropped my things and rushed towards the exit.. I went to my car and went directly to Cole's house.. I knocked at the door and Mrs. Perry opened the door and smiled at me.. "Cole is still not here" she smiled at me.. "is it okay to wait upstairs??" I asked politely.. "sure" she smiled.. So I went directly upstairs to wait for Cole..

1 hour later Cole went inside the room and was surprised to see me.. "what are you doing here??" Cole asked confusely.. "Im here.. For you.. For us" I smiled with teary eyes.. Cole started to cry as I went towards him.. I was about to hug him when I felt a box on his pocket.. "whats that??" I asked.. "nothing" he replied..

I smiled as I took the box out of his pocket.. I was shocked as I stared at the box.. "blade?? Youre killing yourself??" I asked.. "its none of your business" Cole replied.. "no its part of my business because youre trying to kill the love of my life and I cant live without him" I started to cry.. "why are you doing this??" Cole cried..

"Because I love you Cole.. And I wont let anyone or anything tear us apart.. I dont care what they'll say.. If they judge us who cares.. Our love is all that matters.. Im proud of you.. Im proud of us" I smiled as I kissed him.. "Jayson why didnt you say this when I was still alive??" Cole cried..

"what do you mean??" I started to cry.. "youre too late" Cole cried as he hugged me tight..

I woke up with the sound of Micah's voice.. "hey Jay.. This is it.. It's Cole's burial" Micah cried.. I looked around and noticed that everyone were getting ready for the program.. It's time to say goodbye Jay.. I was about to stand when I saw Mrs. Perry smiling at me holding a suit and tie..

"this is Cole's.. would you mind it if Id give this to you??" Mrs. Perry started to cry.. I hugged her tight as I took the clothes from her hand.. "can I wear it now??" I smiled.. "sure" Mrs. Perry nodded.. I went to the restroom and cried as I fit Cole's suit and tie.. I closed my eyes as I feel the cloth fit me.. It smells like Cole..

I smiled as I looked myself in the mirror.. Cole's suit makes me feel like it was Cole's loving embrace..

I stared as they close the coffin.. Am I gonna make it??. How am I gonna make it??.. I cannot stand and watch people burry the love of my life.. But then I realized thats how it suppose to be.. I walked towards the coffin and run my fingers through that blue carved wood.. I took his picture and stared at his smile..

That smile that I really fell in love with.. "are you bringing your car??" Joy smiled as she asked.. I smiled back at her and nodded.. "well then no time to lose" she smiled.. "Jayson is it okay for you to speak for Cole??" Mr. Perry asked.. "yeah sure" I smiled at him.. He then smiled back and hugged me tight.. "see you at the burial" Mr. Perry smiled.

I went to my car and get myself ready.. Im going to speak.. Will I tell everything?? The car, the detention and the lake?? Those were my magical and most unforgettable moments with him.. I took my phone and stared at my wallpaper.. Its a picture of me and Cole kissing in McDonalds.. I smiled as I stared at it..