Jauregui's Secret (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 59: Flashback

Disclaimer: This chapter is a flashback hence the italics.

Lauren's POV:

I laid in my bed. I have just gotten home from the hospital. My back was hurting, my chest was in pain and I ached everywhere down there. My eyes began to close as I heard cries.

I looked over to the small figure that laid in my bed and I picked her up. My daughter Y/N. I chose her name because I thought it was so beautiful and I read it in a story once. My days are now more stressful than from when I was pregnant. In a few weeks I have a tour to go on with Demi Lovato. She's my idol and my inspiration in life.

"Lauren." My mom called from outside my room.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Do you need some help?" She asked.

Yes please my mind said.

"No thanks. I got it." I lied.

I took my shirt off and held Y/N close. I hope she would just latch on but she wouldn't. I groaned when she wouldn't she kept crying. I was getting more frustrated. She wouldn't latch on because she can't just starve.

"Y/N. Pleade baby." I ask.

With that one sentence she latched on. I hissed in pain at first then she set her rhythem, determind to have my milk. She was so tiny.

"Lauren!" My mom yelled this time from downstairs.

This time I carried Y/N down whilst wrapping a blankey around me. Y/N kept latched on and I sat down on the couch as some family members came over.

They all cooed at Y/N. Some of my aunts asked why I had a blanket on when they all remember changing me and my siblings when I was younger. Now I'm older I'd rather not remember that.

"She's so tiny." My grandma said.

I smiled at my grandma. Me and her have always been close no matter what. She was the first I told I was pregnant to, even before my mother. She was supportive and even made Y/N clothes. She was my rock and she even persuaded my mom to let her stay here for a little to help me with Y/N.

"Can I hold her when you have finished?" My grandma asked.

"Sure." I smiled.

I fed Y/N till she unlatched. She yawned and clung her small fist to the blanket. My dad handed me a shirt as I gabe Y/N to my grandma. Y/N snugged close to her and fell asleep. I love them two. I grabbed my phone and took a picture, saving it as my home screen. They were too cute.

My grandma sat on the couch next to me, pulling me close and Y/N next to her. I smiled and cuddled my grandma. Eventually getting the rest I needed.